1. Which group(s) are you used to writing about?
Currently I'm a slave for all 21 members of NCT 
My side biches Red Velvet
And my occasional crack romping to SuperM

Historically I wrote for BTS, EXO, and Super Junior but i haven't touched them in such a long time :))

 

2. What do you think you are known for?
Unnecessarily long stories with way too much effort being put into the thought process of the main character.
Aka boring stuff 101 l o l

But this is what my friend said about me tho: a little bit of tension, sprinkle with a dose of hotness, and a VERY generous amount of humor.

 

3. Which character would you say you are an expert at portraying? 
Renju u u u u u u u n ???
Doesn't really help (or does it??) that my best friend is essentially a personality dopperganger of him so everytime i need to write a reaction and I'm not sure if it's oc or ooc, i'll just ask her and be like "will you realistically do this?"

Me: I want Renjun!
My mom: We have Renjun at home

Renjun at home: //my ty best friend//
 

4. What would be your dream as an AFF author?
Make a story that resonates with my readers. I want to make yall feel like you're not alone! We're all in this together! 

 

5. What inspires you?
Basically everytime those NCT kids act like lovable dorks, it's game.
It's just a game of 'imagine this!!' between me and my friends' tbh
Oh, and of course, my own life. I write what I know anyways
Honestly tho, sometimes I'll be inspired on day one, and come out of day 60, story finished, me looking at it, going like 'whatever the feck inspired me to write this?' nobody knows. It could be one line from 0 Mile! It could be one line from Guillermo del Toro's Oscar speech! It could be a dream? It could be a wet dream (just kidding). 

But writing wise, I'm really inspired by Andre Aciman's works because i wanna write like that!!! I want to write like t h a t.

 

6. Who do you think is your spiritual bias? 
HmmmMMMMmmmmmMMmMMmmmMmmMmmm 
bias that i feel spiritually? Haechan
bias that reminds me of myself? ??? ??? ? Doyoung????? 

 

7. Do you want to make a career out of it? 
I have made a career out of it
And that is: taking out 1 hour of my hourly payrate to write my fics! LOL

 

8. Which idol do you think you can't portray well?
Ok, so here's the thing. 
If I can't portray an idol well, then it only means 2 things:
- They have a very strong on screen personality that's 180 degrees different from their real life persona. 
- They're a fekkin sociopath
(Cough cough cough cough Daniel cough cough cough cough)

Which is why I don't really know how to write Jungwoo because I think he's putting up a very different screen persona to his real self and I just can't, for the love of everything, read him. 

9. Your top 5 biases?
- Haechan (a bias i want to both protect, love, and ****)
- Taeil (a bias i want to be)
- Renjun (a bias I want to ***)
- Wendy (a bias I want to marry)
- Jaehyun (a bias I want to marry 2.0)

 

10. What is your daily schedule? As per 31 March 2020
Stay at home 24/7, work from 10 to 6, eat dinner, and by 8 PM, enter an existentialist anxiety mood spiral because we're all gonna die, then by 9 PM, have a call with my best friend aka the only tether I have to my sanity, and then sleep at 12 AM :D

 

11. One secret your readers may not know about you? 
My ultimate dream unwritten fic is a NaruSasu mature self discovery fic where one day they wake up and realise that holy , this feeling that I have for them is more than just a familial love.
I might get a shot at writing something similar on my next big project so please wait and see :DD

 

12. How long does it take you to finish a story?
84 years  :))
Lmao jk well if I have downtime at work, i can finish something like a standard <10k in a month?
Miss rona allowed me to finish a 30k monster in a month tho
If inspiration strikes I can finish a 2k in a day.
Honestly it's a sign that I'm in a bad state of mind (aka I'm too anxious to function) if it takes me more than 3 months to finish a story

 

13. What's the thing you are the proudest of as an AFF author?
Oh man, when people say that they enjoy my story I'm already super proud.
I guess I love it when they say that my story helped them see themselves better, or reassure them that what they feel is normal, ya know. 
Just wanna fill this world with a realistic fun romp into the realm of queer fiction that is severelly lacking in real publishing world. 

 

14. What types of fanfic do you feel the most comfortable writing?
Slice of life (MY TEENAGE SELF WOULD'VE KILLED MEEEEE)

 

15. How well do you think you can perform if you were out of your comfort zone?
I will do it. I know I will deliver. It's just a matter of how long I have before you need it because yall it will take me 20 years before I finish writing something out of my comfort zone. 

 

16. If a zombie attack happens and you could save only one member of your favourite group, who would it be? 
Someone that's the most mentally healthy please, whoever you are. Because after I save you, you have the task of keeping me alive! KJSNDFKJ

 

17. Who's your latest bias wrecker? 
Jaehyun lmao LMAOOOO

 

18. What's your ideal type?
Ok so here's the thing.
My standard for boys/male/men is sO unrealistic okay. I never found anyone that I'm like 'ya know what I want to wake up next to you for the next 50 years). Until I went to an NCT concert and saw Jaehyun with my two eyes.
I want Jaehyun to be my husband. 
Honest to god no kidding if I can I will.
 

19. Which authors do you admire the most here on the site? 
(I guess here's another piece of information that my readers might not know: I don't read fics of groups that I write in!! My self esteem wouldn't allow me that!! Once, I read a really good NCT Dream fic and it caused me to question myself so much that I can't write for the next 3 months!! [ok that's unfair because at that time I was also going through a really bad heartbreak] but yeah.

I don't read in the fandom I write on. Saves me way too much heartache. Sorry boyes. I know you're all amazing. and that's why I don't read yall!!)

 

20. What are the 5 sites you visit the most? 
Youtube, AO3, TV Tropes, Netflix, MangaRock (gotta use my time well before it's taken down)