So it's been 3 weeks since my surgery and life has been having its ups and downs. Over the last 2 weeks, I ended up in the ER due to complications and severe dehydration, I ended up having 6 needles and an IV drip in me. This put me back in my recovery for a few days. So not fun. I have barely been able to eat and living mostly on ice and water. I've been on the couch very dizzy and faint, barely able to walk most days. As it's summertime here, it's very hot and I am not meant to be sweating because I can't drink enough water to recover the fluid loss. I have lost almost 13kg (28lbs) in the last 3 weeks. This is mostly just of fluid.

This week has been a huge improvement though, I have been able to take and hold down my fluids and even start soft food again. I still can't eat anything solid or hard or heavy. Tonight is a chicken broth with soft noodles and herbs! Even some juice *^*. Never has juice tasted so good. My dizziness is starting to calm down, my pain isn't as severe. 2020 I hope will be an amazing year, my recovery is slowly coming along. I hope soon I will be able to update more frequently. I am able to sit properly at my laptop and write for short amounts of time now. So I have a few chapters partly done now ^_^ 

<3 thank for you for all your support!