I Can’t

 

Why should I go on with my life when I think there is no purpose for me to live? Is it because I’m lacked of love? I got my parents and family around but I still feel empty. Is it because I’m too longing for someone I can hold on to? 

 

We are all going to die someday. I’m alone most of the time in my life. I locked myself in the room and scared when people said the world is going to end soon. I feels like I’m unable to do anything. That if I do that something it won’t worth it because we are all going to die.

 

I’m desperately asking any of you to tell me what’s going on with me? Is this what they call ‘anxiety disorder’? Please. I think I’m going crazy!

 

 

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sunleader95 #1
actually I feel same as you now, but lets fight together
Fighting!!!
-yumechrys
#2
Hey I understand what you're going through right now..I'm going through the same thing as well. We can both do this and kick anxiety's . The thing we have to do is acknowledge that we feel this way a d that it's okay. We have our support system s we just have to rely on them to help us through it. It'll feel hard at first but we'll make it through don't give up and keep fighting. I'm fighting alongside you.

I love you my friend. We can do this together!
SOSHISHIPPER #3
I'm sorry about your situation...I just read this just now....only a great people will face a great challenge in their life. Tht is life..bittersweet...u one of them. A chosen people with a great challenge. It hard because other people can say anything n give many option to solve your situation but I'm sure none of them including me really understand what do you feel right now.u feel lost, afraid, sad, unhappy even unfamiliar with yourself...but I think u don't
really need any advice..u just need an ear to listen to what u feel..a shoulder for u to cry...let out everything n anything to someone..don't hide..don't be shy..don't act...be yourself..show that person why do u feel..be true to yourself... that my opinion..im sorry..i really wish i can do anything to resolve this...

people continue living because they have their own goal..without any goal in life, people will lost..that why we always need others to remind us about our real purposes in this life....dongsaeng, please don't give up..anything happens with a reason..bad or good, always remember u have people that hope n want the best for u...family, friend n others that love u.

Please don't look thing only on negative side. Don't compare yourself with others, you already the best...don't force yourself to be okay when u not...people only said they're okay when they're not..take time and alway pray to God..

I will alway be here for u..pray the best for u...good luck, be happy...love u, dongsaeng.
SOSHISHIPPER #4
I'm sorry about your situation...I just read this just now....only a great people will face a great challenge in their life. Tht is life..bittersweet...u one of them. A chosen people with a great challenge. It hard because other people can say anything n give many option to solve your situation but I'm sure none of them including me really understand what do you feel right now.u feel lost, afraid, sad, unhappy even unfamiliar with yourself...but I think u don't
really need any advice..u just need an ear to listen to what u feel..a shoulder for u to cry...let out everything n anything to someone..don't hide..don't be shy..don't act...be yourself..show that person why do u feel..be true to yourself... that my opinion..im sorry..i really wish i can do anything to resolve this...

people continue living because they have their own goal..without any goal in life, people will lost..that why we always need others to remind us about our real purposes in this life....dongsaeng, please don't give up..anything happens with a reason..bad or good, always remember u have people that hope n want the best for u...family, friend n others that love u.

Please don't look thing only on negative side. Don't compare yourself with others, you already the best...don't force yourself to be okay when u not...people only said they're okay when they're not..take time and alway pray to God..

I will alway be here for u..pray the best for u...good luck, be happy...love u, dongsaeng.
DollySweet
#5
Primero respira, no te angusties. Todos somos distintos y unicos por lo que somos especiales. Realiza cosas que te hacen feliz, por ejemplo a mi me gusta pintar, salir con mis amigos o simplemente leer sola en mi habitación. Recuerda que hay personas que te quieren como tu familia y quieren que seas feliz. Espero que mis palabras aunque no sean en tu idioma sea de ayuda. Tambien busca ayuda profesional por favor.
102xxx #6
Have strength <3 This too, will pass!
yurilooowell
#7
There is always a point in time when you feel like you don't feel like you have a purpose in life or what's in there for you in the future. It's normal. Just don't try to think about it too much when the question comes into your head.

There's nothing wrong locking yourself in the room all the time. Every person in this world has a certain level of social interaction tolerance.

What would be more helpful is try to make yourself enjoy and bum out. Drown yourself with things you like to do, maybe reading, singing, watching movies, etc, etc. Doing bum things would make you realize what you'd like to do in your life too, you know.
Itshanasanusi #8
You know what? Just be yourself.. do something that can make you happy.. before you give up think what you held on so long.. cherish what you have.. love yourself.. everything is going to be alright.. Everything happens for a reason. Just remember that you are not alone..
Kkomofam #9
You know author? You are precious. You are precious the way you are. You are full with talent, you can write stories that make people like me who read it feels happy. You didn't realized what you have done to us. You make us happy. In my opinion you better not question the purpose of your life, it will depress you more. Don't think too much. Just live like you want to be, and be what you want to be. Make yourself happy. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder too. My life also a mess, but never stop fighting. Don't stop fighting. Let's fight together. Please seek professional help. It would help you so much.