It's been a long journey…

 

 


 

In my last life-update blog (To Hell and Back), I had briefly mentioned there being a problem with my father's health. Well, he passed away last week on the 20th (sadly, my mom's birthday)

 

He had liver problems and the whole situation with the toxic mold in our old apartment, then having to move from place to place for a few months until we could find a new place to live, caused the issues to get worse a lot quicker than expected. He was in the process of trying to get a liver transplant and had even been transferred to one of the leading transplant hospitals in our state a few weeks ago, but in the end, he was just too sick. 

 

I live with my parents because I have health problems myself, so my mom and I were his main caregivers through it all. Which really wasn't easy because he didn't like me much and made things more difficult on purpose. That's why I haven't been writing or replying to messages again the past few months. I really wanted to come back, aff is my happy place, but he needed so much care and supervision (liver failure causes the mind to deteriorate too because of fluid buildup, and other toxins in the body), and I was just so emotionally drained, that I didn't have the energy to force myself to do anything other than get through it. 

 

I don't know how soon I'll begin to write again, or how consistently I'll reply to messages at first, but I am coming back ( ´・_・`)-❤ So please just bear with me a little longer?  

 

Miso 

 


 

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music_lover_Mihue
#1
*HUGS* I lost my dad nearly 21 years ago, so if you need a shoulder to lean on, you can always DM me.
Creepin-on-idols #2
Our dear Miso, I have recently returned as well so I’m so sorry to read of the hard time that you and your family have been having. My condolences are of course with you. You are quite strong to update us about what is going on. I hope that you and your mother find peace soon
subtitler #3
My condolences to you and your family... Keep strong....
NekkoBellaByun
#4
Condolences and I hope you have a better life now. I hope for your happiness and good life. Lots of love. ❤️
FoxyVixx #5
I'm so sorry for you. Those last months were already hard enough for you, but you still had to go through other difficult events. My condolences to you. As always take care of yourself and your family first, the readers can wait !
NoorKyra
#6
A big condolences to you hunny.... Be strong and take care of your health too...

The story can wait ... I want you to be healthy first...
smeela112 #7
I'm sorry about your situation. Please take all the time you need. Your health is the most important.
missaLone
#8
I'm so sorry for your loss.. do take care of yourself and take your time..
203693
#9
Hwaiting! Don’t worry! You should focus on taking care of your health first, that’s whats most important to all of us.
-NotSoRegularMe-
#10
My condolences to you and your family. Stay strong. ❤️
Batcrazy
#11
I’m so sorry for your loss, don’t rush your return and remember to be kind to yourself 🖤
momiji2075 #12
May God grant peace to his soul and comfort and love for you and your family! We will pray for you!
Dalyn_18
#13
Condolences to your family and I hope you are in a safe place. I can only imagine how emotionally and physically draining this is all to you and I hope you can somehow find solace. Stay strong and I look forward to hear/see u again here in AFF - this will also give us an assurance that you are well and coping. All the love.
affgaga #14
my condolences to u n mom, may god ease your matters.. keep good memories of your dad in your heart alwiz, like i do, hugs n love!
kpopships #15
❤❤❤❤❤❤ sending love