Being 4 of the members serving nation at the moment, INFINITE have been quite on hiatus and I too was busy with life. So, was not much updated about them as I used to be.

But yesterday night I had a strange feeling, I was feeling sad for nothing. I listened to Waiting for the moment, Together and other sad INFINITE songs and I cried so hard. After sobering up, I could not find the reason why I was feeling that way but well, I could not control my emotions.

And today there it goes, the reason for the pain I felt. L left Woollim.

I clearly remember 2017 when it was renewal time and we were all waiting for the official announcement. When they said one person has not signed, I thought the person to be Myungsoo or Sunggyu as they are the most popular, but Hoya came unexpected. The day it was announced, I bawled my eyes out. My sister always tells me not to get too involved, why cry for someone who does not even know my existence but still I am already too invested in them.

I didn’t blame Hoya at all, it’s his life and he has every right to make his own decision. Moreover, he was dedicated as a member of the group till the last day. So, no complains, though the decision hurt, I support him.

Maybe I will reach to the agreement for Myungsoo’s decision after few days but let me wallow on my own for now.

Edit : Myungsoo left Woollim but not INFINITE so, this is still happy news! I am not sure how that works but let's trust in them...fighting!!!