Real Writers
So this notion has been on my mind for a while now.
What constitutes a real writer?
I mean, I always thought that you are considered a real writer/author once you publish a book. Electronically or in paper, doesn’t matter, but when someone picks up your work and offers to publish it, that’s when you become a real writer.
I never considered writing fanfiction as real writing. Even though I read and write almost exclusively AU stories where the idols are not much more than just skins for original ideas and characters.
So how comes I don’t consider myself a real writer?
I bet if I wrote an original book and published it in my own country, less people would read it than most of my fanfictions, but at least I would be a real writer then, right? At least I would feel like one.
I’m not sure what to think about this anymore. The longer I write and create stories, the more I wonder if it isn’t a waste. I do want to write original stories with original characters, but can I even do that?
If I am not a real writer, what am I doing here? Because now my stories are built around characters with certain physical attributes and a fandom who loves them. But take that away and it all crumbles to dust. And I’m left with nothing but my own insecurities.
So... after all this... I’m still left wondering...
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