I wanna disappear so bad.. my dad left us to take care of my grandpa and now my grandpa doesnt him to leave.. i got a lot of problems some of it, i couldnt handle anyways this happened earlier in the school we're planning on ditching a new friend since she wasnt really feeling nice with us like shes u know to soft and we wanna kick her out but like its only the first quarter plus we didnt want to hurt her feelings. Since shes pretty weak on handling hard words but she kept insisting so i blew one word and she cried.. tbh i give no s about her but she told a teacher *the one who ing hates me and glares at me* so she told her and boom! I found out since the teacher was my friend's adviser and she cried in to her and then talked to our robotics teacher like nothing happened.. i dont wanna be friends with her but i pity her at the same time so like woah  anways i told OUR adviser too.. she judges too much and what not tbh i dont really care anymore i just wanna pass urgh.plus  shes my seatmate in computer and shes our leader in robotics for this year and next year