honestly i am just bored & am feeling out of place &  tmr is my first day of work in a new workplace so it's all overwhelming? your girl has zero sense of security/self-appreciation (i mean thats 98.6% of the gen but just saying) so she is freaking out. and with everything happening in hong kong i just yearn for an escape. so hey yall im back @ this rusty account (i dont think anyone would even read this oh well)

uni is right around the corner and im going to britain in less than one month (what the ). i have to handle s by myself from now on, including but not excluded to doing laundries, living (sulking) alone, and finishing an undergrad degree in three years (what the x2 how am i going to pass??) - meanwhile i have zero skills in cooking and need deliveroo every day, or taobao slash amazons everything since my  will be leaving all the important s at home ;; adulting at its finest.

      

Ive got zero talents. i break every i touch, i cant write , i dont know how to drink, dependent as , and i am boring since my daily habits are 1. reading fanfics 2. retweeting 3. watching bts crack videos on youtube since your girl has no life. the thought of dealing with life problems by my own (while idk whats debit and credit and i took economics) + meeting new friends + basically being a uni student = stresses me out so much. this is getting me a panic attack omf g s e n d h e l p .

i might try to start a new story/finish my old ones if anyone is still hanging around lol. i know spartace is really popular these days but i havent watched running man since idk 19BC? we will see. might as well add me on AO3 cuz im rooted there lately. (@huenxx) oml me ive been reading a lot but im a big rusty in writing so bear with me.

Peace!