Im sad

So I looked at some old videos my dad had of me when I was little and I was so energetic and so happy and recently I have been diagnosed with ehlers danlos syndrom which affects my ligaments and connective tissues and makes it really easy for them to get damaged and there is no cure and also with comes never healing injuries and so I have to wear a ankle brace ever where I go and a knee brace and a hand brace and I'm not aloud to do anything fun I can't run and play like kids my age I can't even jump on a trampoline because I risk hurting myself and that's hard for me because I have attention hyperactive deficit disorder a.d.h.d and I also have autism so the way I got all my energy out was running but I can't anymore and it really makes life difficult becuase I talk to fast and can't help it because I have all this energy bottled up and so my parents and doctors said to try and get me out more and take me on car rides and stuff to occupy my mind and I have really bad anxiety so it's hard for me to meet new people and be in a car and also it's hard for me to make friends because I have been through so much and I can act like a baby sometimes because I have autism and with all the change that's happens with me it's my coping mechanism and what also happens when I get scared I freeze in my tracks and I can't move I try to but I just can't so people call me a freak and werid. So the reason why I'm sad is I can't to the same things I use to be able to do. What do you think about this 

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203693
#1
Hwaiting! Life gets hard, but don’t give up!
We’re here for you!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Skyful_Poof
#2
Life is full of mysteries and miracles, and things change overtime. Just stay strong, be happy, and live the best out of your life. <3
captivateinsgraphics #3
Don’t be discouraged! There’s sooo much more in life that you are able to do! All of us have our weaknesses, so what’s important is to focus on what you can do well, and do it well. No matter what, be thankful of what you have, like your super supportive and loving parents <3 stay happy!
mj_pa13
#4
You can always pm one of us, we’re here for you!!! I feel like the best person you should pm is starlight_army99 because that person is going through the same thing so you can relate to him/her and you would understand each other very well. ^-^ There’s always going to be the people that bring you down but also the people who bring you up, we all have them. Those who bring you up are the ones that’ll help you in you’re darkest times and I’m sure they will put an effort to make you happy. You can also always watch your fave kpop idols videos because, and I think everyone can agree, they always raise your mood. It’s difficult to not let other peoples’ words get to you but you should always look on the brightside and try not to deter from that. We’ll help you stay positive! Fighting!!! Also, I’m in class rn haha <3
StarLaight
#5
hey, i know it's a very big shock. i also have ehlers danlos syndrome, and it's really tough because life changes, everything about it changes and you also need to change your habits and know your limits so you dont hurt yourself. for example, i cant type for too long or write with a pen and i had a terrible case of carpal tunnel syndrome because i ignored my limits. pls take care of yourself, listen to your body, know your limits, and im sure your family is going to help you and im glad you have a doctor too <333
btw if you need someone to talk to about this or anything else or just need another friend, feel free to pm me <3333
jungkookies_jams
#6
Wow that’s sounds really bad I can’t imagine what you’re going through but just remember to stay strong and think about the good things in life and if you ever need a friend I’ll be here for you<3