Im sad
So I looked at some old videos my dad had of me when I was little and I was so energetic and so happy and recently I have been diagnosed with ehlers danlos syndrom which affects my ligaments and connective tissues and makes it really easy for them to get damaged and there is no cure and also with comes never healing injuries and so I have to wear a ankle brace ever where I go and a knee brace and a hand brace and I'm not aloud to do anything fun I can't run and play like kids my age I can't even jump on a trampoline because I risk hurting myself and that's hard for me because I have attention hyperactive deficit disorder a.d.h.d and I also have autism so the way I got all my energy out was running but I can't anymore and it really makes life difficult becuase I talk to fast and can't help it because I have all this energy bottled up and so my parents and doctors said to try and get me out more and take me on car rides and stuff to occupy my mind and I have really bad anxiety so it's hard for me to meet new people and be in a car and also it's hard for me to make friends because I have been through so much and I can act like a baby sometimes because I have autism and with all the change that's happens with me it's my coping mechanism and what also happens when I get scared I freeze in my tracks and I can't move I try to but I just can't so people call me a freak and werid. So the reason why I'm sad is I can't to the same things I use to be able to do. What do you think about this
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