Guys, i have found a questionnary about the way to grade a depression.  In fact it is HAMILTON DEPRESSION RATING SCALE. 

SO because it is my subjective approach to it.... I perceive myself as severely depressed. 

I did the test on myself and i got over 23 points 

iN FACT THIS TEST MUST BE FILLED BY A PROFESSIONAL. 

bUT i AM HONEST WHEN i am filling questionnaries, it is part of me as a Virgo. And perhaps the only moment when I get to be true to myself.