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CLASS 12-3'S 길한
CLASS 12-3'S 길한
hangyeom. deer. 60%.
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i'll play a song
 
 
of a heart-wrenching love
 
 
for you
 
 
who dances in the moonlit ocean...|
full namegil han 길한.
nicknames
hansthe english name he chose to go by when he had to go on business trips didn't change much in spelling, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't like it better than his korean name. the s just added a little something, and he liked it, y'know? 한스
하니, 한아, 길아, 기리아 other variants may include han-ie, han-ah, gil-ah, giri-ah.
 
hangil"hey, one direction—!" the name's original meaning was supposed to be "one path" (han meaning "one", gil meaning "path") because of his parents' you're going to be doing this and you're going to be doing that, the other kids noticing how little choice he had in his own future. since he's met saebyuk, however, it's been a running gag just between the two of them because hey, one direction. 한길
 
han-someit started from the rumors that went around geumbaekwon of hans being the handsome boy that he was. except no one called him this until saebyuk decided to blurt it out with a smile that literally read i'm being serious when they had officially met. and, well, he just didn't stop her from saying it, so it's kind of his fault, no? but he doesn't mind because it's just between the two of them한섬, 한썸
 
young masterthe maids and butlers in the house would call him this, despite the many times he's told them to just call him solely by his name. he knows it's because they're (also) afraid of his parents. the only one who does call him by his name (in private, of course) is seungyeon. 도련님
한, 길, 한스 도련님 other variants may include master han, master gil, young master hans.
 
birthdate & age001003 eighteen.
ethnicityfull korean.
 
faceclaim방찬 of stray kids.
(soloist 김동한 ; 이주연 of tbz.)
 
appearancea 180cm and 70kg plushie. big hugs. really ing pretty. but also really ing hot. are his roots okay ?? bc he's been blond since freshmen year. natural curls are dead. heart-shaped lips that you just want to kiss all day. dimples on the rare occasions where he smiles. boy is stressed and stressing. a few ear piercings here and there that he changes every so often.
 
fashionblack tee, black jeans, black doc martens, black leather jacket. looks like a stalker. looks like he raided hot topic. looks like a blob of black mess. solid colors and muted tones. doesn't often wear nice ("high-end brands") clothes, but is a damn model in anything. likes being comfortable. likes a loose slim fit. dislikes too tight clothes. dislikes button-downs.
personality
what is a gil han?
way too soft, really ing kind, an actual mess, tired 25/7. a boring (outer) personality, bright smiles and friendly eyes, actually a super complex guy, just really really angsty. the smart guy who doesn't need to study, the counselor guy who gives you great advice, the rich guy who's not a snob. a doormat, can't get angry because he's too nice, highly sensitive, cries himself to sleep because he's frustrated with himself. needs someone to hold him down, needs someone to give him hugs instead of him giving them, needs someone to tell him to take a damn break, needs some damn color in his monochromatic world. hides a lot of his insecurities and (forced) perfection with his friendly and awkward "shy boy" attitude.
 
(he was the perfect boy with perfect looks, perferct mannerisms, and perfect grades, but that all changed when he realizes that he doesn't need to try all the time, that he needs to take control of his own life, that he needs to just stop and power off.)
background
—sweet dreams, hans.
grew up in a cliché wealthy household as the only child. took private lessons such as piano, foreign languages, violin, taekwondo. went to a prestigious primary and junior high school that only let the "intelligent" kids in. luckily for his parents, he was too smart, so they didn't need to pay his way in. often went on business trips with his parents for his future and position within the company (i was thinking fashion ?? then i saw bomyi was also in fashion, and i just—oh).
 
grades started going down in freshmen year due to his insomnia and general i'm-too-tired-for-this-. still lives with his parents, but is working at a local café as a barista and waiter so that he could move out of that hellhole (he's already given permission by his parents if he can get his grades back up, not happy that they were slipping, so that's okay. what they don't know is that he's working early mornings and late nights because those lowly jobs are for peasants!!!, passing it off as study sessions with friends—but who has friends, right?). has passed and is currently passing with a straight c, to the dismay of the school board.
schedule
TODAY
morning barista shift (peaches & cream café)
go to classes (pls try in math & chem!)
lunch with saebyuk-noona & the devil incarnate kid
photoshoot for marigold (???)
kill sian
night waiter shift (p&c)
 
 
scribble 0918—;
 
sometimes, i look at you, and i wonder – when did i start to waver and fall?
 
was it the way your eyes crinkled when you smiled; the way your nose scrunched up when you tasted the bitter coffee; the way your eyes drowned in stars?
 
i keep falling, falling, falling, and i'm afraid of it – i'm afraid of falling because i don't deserve to. i don't deserve you, saebyuk.
 
but i'll always – always – catch you.
 
—sweet dreams, hans.
writes his feelings into the form of a song (usually on the piano).
 
hasn't played the violin since forever ago, focusing on the piano instead. he wonders if he could still play the bowed instrument if ever the chance were to arise.
 
reads a lot of books to pass his time. you can often find him sitting cross-legged in the literature section of the library.
 
says he draws a lot, but it's just a hobby.
 
has probably met over fifty women within the last two months because "marriage candidates", his mother had said.
 
calls everyone by their official name, even if they're friends. oh, your nickname is bom? bomyi it is then.
 
"—sweet dreams, hans" is his signature for when he writes exerpts of his songs or other writings.
 
people used to think his mother was his older sister because she's still young and pretty (and his father who was still handsome and charming), but no, that's his mother (and his father).
 
his parents own the fashion company marigold (founded in 2009).
 
speaks korean, english, french, japanese, and chinese. most of his parents' clients are from the united states, so he's second best at speaking english.
 
doesn't drink coffee because he hates the taste of it on his tongue (ironic that he works as a barista). so what does he drink to pull all-nighters, y'say? nothing because he can't sleep anyway, and it's not like he even needs to study, but it could pass the time, y'know?
 
disconnected from the korean pop world, so he's not familiar with any groups unless he's seen them from somewhere. he's more into the underground and r&b genres.
 
has a few too many fangirls and fanboys because damn, he's just great at everything? he plays basketball and soccer (or any sport that's out) during free time in gym, and the screams from the bleachers are. so. loud. he thought that had only happened in the dramas.
 
enjoys taking pictures as much as he enjoys writing. his camera roll is 80% photography and writing, 15% school related things, and 5% himself.
 
his face is plastered on every other marigold display, which results in him being bombarded by the media (thank god for seungyeon).
 
he's only ever had alcoholic drinks at parties when his mother gives him a soft glare to do so. it's probably the worst thing he's ever tasted. if anything, he at least has high alcohol tolerance, which is supposed to be good. right?
 
being alone in a big house with set workers, you'd think he didn't know how to cook, but damn, boy can cook. "you have to impress your future wife" he remembers his mother saying.
 
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—sweet dreams, hans
let's dance where the flowers bloom, where the ocean kisses the sky, where the breath between your lips caress mine; where there's you.
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assignment partnerchu saebyuk 추새벽 of class 12-1.
 
planslook at it with a grimace because oh, my god, he's not ready. "great experience" when his parents found out, but he's like "???" hans probably definitely spoils the both of them (he's rich enough on his own money, of course). confused 25/7 because what is a baby? what are diapers? what is life? best dad™ of 2019, says chu saebyuk.
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hi.
this is gil han from class 12-3.
so i accidentally left the kid on the street and i don't know where it went.
saebyuk's chat
yOU WHAT
what do u mean u lEFT OUR KID ON THE STREET??!?!
well
to be fair, i was waiting for you to get out of class at the front of school and there was a woman who needed help so i told it to stay for just a second while i help her, but then i turn around and it's no longer there.
and now we're here.
saebyuk's chat
oh honey honey
the rumors really ARE true.......
u really ARE too nice
that's not the point!
our kid is lost
who knows where it is and who it's with and if it's crying? so we need to find it!
saebyuk's chat
first off dont call our child an "it"
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AWWW u said "our kid" :')
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hans only sees her in the passing of their classes in the mornings, the afternoons, and at the end of the school day. but he's never spoken a word to her if that's what you were wondering.
 
but he knows her.
 
he knows that her name is chu saebyuk. he knows that she's the vice president of class 12-1. he knows that she's the girl everyone thinks as their older sister. hans knows chu saebyuk, but he doesn't know her.
 
so it's awkward. and suffocating. and tiring.
 
or at least at first.
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h1nsomnia 하이.
saebyukchus this post screams flex energy 😩 the han-some flex
sian___park hans: let me just NOT make any type of expression for a selfie because i know im hot
so he finds it kind of weird when he starts realizing that oh, saebyuk isn't that bad. sure, she talks a lot. sure, she looks up at him with too bright smiles. sure, she clings onto him to the point where it makes him almost fall over. sure, she asks for piggy back rides a lot when she's tired. sure, yeah, okay, she's not exactly the definition of a friend you'd want for calm talks or anything, but she's a great friend nonetheless, and hans really, really appreciates that part of her. or all of her, really.
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h1nsomnia 어딘가...
saebyukchus if ur not gonna play at our wedding then whats the point
hoesarang marry me < 3
hans shouldn't.
 
he shouldn't be talking about his family issues, he means. but the words are already spilling out past his lips before he can stop himself. he's been holding everything in for far too long, and all he wants to do is to finally break down. he doesn't even look the girl in the eyes – something in him telling him that he can't because he's afraid.
 
he shouldn't be telling saebyuk any of his problems. saebyuk, who is the vice-president of class 12-1. saebyuk, who already has too many things on her mind. saebyuk, who is too busy with class duties. saebyuk, saebyuk, saebyuk, who is wiping away at the tears that brush against his cheeks; who is leaning in closer to hover over him; who is cupping her soft hands on the sides of his face so that he can look up at her. saebyuk, who tells him it's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
 
and hans tries so hard to believe her.
 
it's okay, i'm here.
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saebyukchus my boy is a model and his girl is proud 😤
sadgrls ahh ur so handsome!
but all of that means nothing because in just a few more months, he won't have to listen to her soft voice anymore; he won't have to look at her kind smile anymore; he won't have to have her stay to tell her his problems anymore; he won't have to be partners with her anymore. he won't have to deal with his chest hurting whenever she looks up at him with an expression that says i'm happy.
 
he won't, he won't, he won't have to anymore.
 
are you happy?
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h1nsomnia you tasted like the sweet caramel; and bitter like the coffee stained at the corner of your lips.
saebyukchus coffee? i though u didn't like coffee? what are u saying ㅠㅠ
poetic you had a girl all this time and never told us?? i am offended
and he would want to shout yes, yes, yes. yes, he is happy. because saebyuk makes him see the things that he's long since buried deep down within himself, never letting them out; his feelings, his inspiration, his muse. she shows him so many new things, new adventures, new warmth, and it makes him feel like he's in a bliss that won't come down because—!
 
because he realizes it a bit too late.
 
except he didn't want to notice because he's not supposed to choose someone. he's not supposed to have a choice. he doesn't get to. and maybe looking at saebyuk from afar is better for him so that he doesn't have to see all the little details of her eyes, her nose, her lips that he loves so god damn much.
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thinking i should go back to au naturel.
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expected markmost likely an f- because let's be real: hans isn't ready, but that isn't the main factor in which he expects to fail. it's waking up at 3am because "dude it peed".
 
endinghe ends up pulling through halfway, his mind telling him you need to pass, you need to pass, you need to pass, but all he hears is you love her, you love her, you love her. so, of course being the scared boy that he is, he buries it down – all of those feelings, those stares, those smiles. he tries so hard to ignore them and fulfill his parents' wish of finishing school with straight a's to study abroad. and he does. but he no longer really cares about that because saebyuk is there with the biggest smile and shiniest eyes, arms spread out as if asking for one last hug before he goes away.
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last commentsmy name is michael j caboose and i hate babies. i made changjin changsung dammit binsung his model friends, but they're still different people bc i was too lazy to come up w names (they're all 00 liners). i,,,was a mess writing him out, honestly, bc he was the longest character to write even though he may not seem like a lot.
 
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family outing !!! with all of the students, or like a field trip day.
 
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i'm low-key thinking about a rivalry between hans' parents and bomyi's parents bc they're both in the fashion industry.
a marigold tenth year anniversary fashion party / show. (hans' and bomyi's parents don't know that their kids are actually friends even though they're classmates, so they end up showing them off at the event while the two of them just have a major staring contest, trying not to laugh.)
saebyuk with their kid visiting hans while he's working at the café 🥺 (he doesn't show it, but he's flustered).
saebyuk gushing complaining about their height difference bc "i have to crane my neck up to even look you in the eyes like what even don't you feel bad for me ???"
habin and hans being the friendly! rivals! that they are! (coughs, especially in sports.)
 
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yoonoh
#1
ok... excuse.... BUT THE FAWKINGGGGGG WRITINGGGGGG HOLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"and maybe looking at saebyuk from afar is better for him so that he doesn't have to see all the little details of her eyes, her nose, her lips that he loves so damn much" wooooooooooooowwww........... the longing the repressed feelings the contrast between his personality and the emotions he's bearing for saebyuk like uhh!!!!! ouch!!!!!!!!! this is so detailed and teeming w so much emotions and I AM WOOW!!!!!!!!! i'm sorry for barging into ur comments like this all of a sudden i was going thru apps and eventually came upon urs and like holy ? holy . i never wanna fall in love
wisterais
#2
i know we don't know one another
but i'm cackling at "it's waking up at 3am because "dude it peed"" because that was me with my mechanical baby in middle school
but uhm would u like to collab
leehangyuI
#3
why is everything black and white?????
sir i'm Concerned
yeosnag
#4
baby & teen: a fluffy romcom with cute babies
gil han: sike you thought!!1
viktor
#5
first lino and now chan? ur messing with my feels *n*