I just got back on here after quite some time of absence due to once again severe health problems. I was looking forward to seeing new messages from you but... nothing

My heart is so broken and once again I can only say that I miss you so much and I hope that you are fine while I fear for the worst due to your concerning last posts.

I'm so incredibly sorry for not having been there when you needed me. I will never forget you and always love you, Vic. Without you my life is so empty and useless. You were my one true love, my only friend. 

Please come back! Or at least if you can't or won't... please be safe...