Covered in crimson and swallowed by darkness, I await the eternity I'll forever be trapped in. 
Words flow in a colorless light, shedding tears on my already soaked body. 

Maybe nothingness is the answer that I have been yearning for. 
Maybe it'll always stay the way it was before. 
After all, I'm not the only different one, we all are. 
Humans change, but are bound to their core. 
Essentially who we are couldn't be any more wrong.

Regret and insanity, blissed out and well,
To you, my love, I bid farewell.