idk why it's taken me so long to finally get my together, but i have, so i'm here to talk to yall about it.

i. am. taking. a. hiatus.

wow, what a surprise, right? it's totally not in the title or anything....

everything aside, i've just been unable to write anything for the past, like, month. it seems to be a common problem, so maybe it's a general mystical phenomenon, but in any case, i can't keep wasting time on here pretending like i'm doing when i'm actually not.

that, and i have to prepare for my capm exam. which is likely going to be in the next two or three weeks, and i haven't really studied. gonna ing yeet myself over a cliff.

and i'll be going back to china at the end of the month and i'm not sure if i can access this site over there lol.

i'm limiting myself to checking aff once or twice a day, in the morning and at night. i'll be active enough to keep up with applyfics and graphic requests and stuff, but until i find my vibe back, i won't be talking much to anyone or really interacting with many people at all.

it's not anyone's fault, just that i'm tired and multiple things going on at once are making me stressed lol. i'll probably come on june 11th to brag about graduation, but that'll essentially be it. i'm not deactivating, not deleting, just... tired of being useless, i guess.

i'll come back in august, earlier if i have access in china and happen to have good ideas (or if i get enough apps on both applyfics), but even so, i might not come back for good. college is probably going to be hard, and i really do want to move onto original stories. that being said, what is self-control?

tl;dr: feels bad; between studying and travels, uncertainty and no time; bye for now; be back in august, maybe.