〈 ONG WOORIN IS READY TO RETURN 〉

 

  • yup folks, your girl is gonna apply for this hella great applyfic
  • fc: clc's eunbin  loona's yves? red velvet seulgi? twice's jeongyeon? someone help a sis out cuz im ???
  • going for either the free plotline or miss wanderlust, idk man
  • probably going to make this a sad baby because i've been doing happy energetic balls and im filled with too much sunshine virus
  • not going to work on this until,, my paper finishes on thursday but who am i kidding i'll probably skip studying one way or another
  • and will i be doing a purple aesthetic? maybe... maybe
  • her background is gonna be hella long sorry not sorry :3

Also, also,,, uh TW for mentions of suicide attempts, self-harm, emotional abuse and bullying​. It's not that much, only mentioned slightly but just a heads up, i suppose.

 

 

 

 remember when 
the unknown
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 basic profile 
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full name
ong woorin
date of birth
october / 10
place of birth
seoul
Ethnicity
korean
HEIGHT
170 cm
WEIGHT
52 kg
 PROFILE EXTENDED 
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NICKNAMES & OTHER NAMES:
rinnie | junghee's nickname for her and used by the group
rain | since rin sounded like rain, it just became another name they used for her
honey | due to her love for all things honey flavoured, mister delinquent calls her by this name. 


LANGUAGES SPOKEN:
— korean | her mother tongue
— english | took classes while living in seoul
— french | a language her parents forced her to learn as a kid
 
 THE FACE 
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FACE CLAIM
clc's kwon eunbin (link)
BACKUP FACE CLAIM(S)
loona's yves

APPEARANCE: standing at 170cm tall, woorin towers over most people her age and it's no new thing for her. she has a rather small face, big eyes and a small mouth. she has a couple of scars on her body, the most noticeable one being the scar just a couple of centimetres down her cheek from one of her bullying incidents. she also has a tattoo on her arm.[ clc's black dress era] 

FASHION STYLE: woorin wears mostly oversized shirts, hoodies and sweaters, her closet is filled with them. she hates wearing anything short so she sports sweatpants and palazzos. shorts, skirts and jeans are a big no for her. all of her clothes are of the same 4 colours; red, blue, black, white. heels are something she avoids after a certain incident so she's always wearing her flats or trainers. she also wears a ring that she bought with jangwon.
 THE CORE 
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PERSONALITY TRAITS: 

(+) attentive, empathetic, patient, loyAL

(-) cowardly, oversensitive, withdrawn, impulsive

PERSONALITY: 
(+) Woorin takes great attention to detail - from the way people talk, the small behaviours they do without thinking and the way they act around certain people. she's an attentive person who takes notice to the people around her. she's also empathetic - being able to connect with people's emotions and relate to them. she truly shows concerns for the people she cares. she'll listen to your rants, even if she can't give advice - she'll be there for you. it's caused her to become a very patient person, someone willing to wait and stick by your side when everyone else leaves you. she doesn't get annoyed or angry easily. not only that, she's known to be LOYAL as well. ONCE YOU GAIN HER TRUST, SHE'LL STICK BY YOUR SIDE UNTIL THE END OF THE EARTH AND WILL DEFEND YOU UNTIL THE END. 

(-)cowardly, that's one of the traits she has. she has trouble speaking up her own opinions or act on her own even if she knows it's right. words carry power and for woorin's case, it's difficult for her to distinguish between words that are meant as a light joke or true criticism. she's (over)sensitive with others's words, searching for hidden meanings that don't exist. if she catches your tone a little higher or snappy than usual, she'll automatically assume that you're angry at her and thus, she'll think all of your words are aimed at hurting her feelings. maybe it's one of the reason that she's a withdrawn person. the trauma from her schooling days in seoul turned her into someone that was afraid of socialising in fear of the same events happening. she stays away from meeting new people and it takes a long time for her to trust anyone. woorin is also quite impulsive - shown when she does certain actions out of fear or paranoia. such as the times she's confonted someone she thought was stalking her when all the person wanted was to return her book that she left behind.


BACKGROUND: tw for mentions of suicide and self-harm

woorin grew up under the strict supervision of her parents. they weren't people with high power but they were people with high expectations. they enrolled woorin to a lot of extra classes, pushing her to become the loner she was known for back in seoul. she didn't have any time to herself, always dedicated to studying. she grew up under emotional abuse and it took a toll on her family and herself. 

her parents were always fighting, woorin never remembered a day where she felt safe in her own house. they would be screaming and woorin would hear her name thrown here and there and she was always convinced that her parents hated her. they had never shown any love or care for her well-being. the sound of their yells still haunt her nights and falling asleep turned out to be a war she rarely won.

woorin was constantly belittled by her parents, her grades never being enough no matter how hard she studied. she started developing insomnia and anxiety issues - always afraid to go back home to face the two people she feared the most in the world. she had no one to talk to about her situation and the bullying at school did nothing to help her. she was labelled as an easy target; quiet, no status and no friends to report to. 

the bullying, pressure, emotional abuse back home was enough to drive her to her tipping point. in the hours where her parents would be at each other's throats, woorin would be curled up in the corner of her room - her small paper cutter dragged along the pale skin of her arm. 

she was disgrace, an accident, a mistake - just someone who wasn't meant to be here at all. she started stealing her mother's sleeping pills, taking one every night just to help her fall asleep to escape from having to hear her parents arguements. 

she became a closed-off person. she would go to school, finish up her homework at the study hall after school ended and went back home when the day was about to get dark. her bullies never failed to catch some alone time with her every day and she had given up on fighting them back. she was just turned - tired of life.

at the age of 16, woorin's parents both filed for divorce and neither of them wanted to keep woorin. imagined how it broke the girl to find out the two people she lived to satisfy their expectations both didn't want her to be in their lives anymore. so, the girl is sent off to live with her grandmother that she had never met and was forced to live there. 

her grandmother was a very loving and caring person, she tried her best to make woorin feel at home but woorin was still in doubts. even the people at school seemed pretty nice to her but woorin was still afraid to open up to anyone - fearing that she'd be bullied again. 

she began to wonder if she even deserved to be loved, cared for or even looked at - her life was a mess, a mess that didn't have anymore meaning to living. 

a few months since she had moved to tongyeong, woorin decided it was time to end it all.

it was suppose to be easy. all she had to do was jump from the top of the school building and everything else would end. as she stood at the edge on the wall, her eyes looked down and fluttered closed before slowly... she leaned forward.

"it's a nice weather, don't you think so?"
 
the voice came to her and immediately, her eyes shot open. 
"I was thinking of getting some ice cream and i heard there's a buy 1 free 1 sale today," the stranger continued to rattle on, "I like ice cream but not that much, you know? it would a total waste."

woorin was confused by the sudden girl. how did she get up here so quietly? 

"you're not suppose to be here."

"neither are you but look at us now," she answered, a smile still evident on her face. "i don't know why you're doing this but something tells me some ice cream could do you some good. so, what do you say?"

junhee offers her hand out and woorin carefully, very carefully, takes the offered hand and steps down from the wall. junhee doesn't let her hand go as they walk down the school building and ditch their next classes.

junhee bought her ice cream and spent the rest of the day just talking. she was such a cheerful person, someone that woorin hadn't known she needed until she met her. junhee made her feel accepted, she made woorin feel her life finally had somesort of silver lining in it. junhee soon introduced her to her group of friends and all of them seemed to accept her without much questions. 

high school passed like a wonderful breeze. woorin spent those years with the group of friends that became like family to her. sure, the group fought once in a while, got into trouble together but it was those precious memories that made woorin hold onto them dearly.

but all good things come to an end and woorin's happy period came to a stop. a few months before graduation, her grandmother passes away and after graduation, woorin is forced to return back to seoul to live with her mother. with promises of keeping in touch with all of them, woorin tearfully leaves the only place she's ever called home.



LIKES: MINIMUM OF 5
—hot chocolate
—anything honey flavoured
—buying new books
—small animals like hamsters
—her group of friends
—boba tea
—chicken soup
—ice cream
—gummy sweets


DISLIKES: MINIMUM OF 5
—spicy foods
—the color white
—her parents
—high heels
—potato chips
—anything sour, especially sour candy
— alcohol 


HABITS: MINIMUM OF 3
—rubbing her arm around someone she likes
—double checks her things before she leaves, always
—biting her nails when she's nervous


HOBBIES: MINIMUM OF 3
—reading books
—cycyling
—taking pictures
—taking late night walks


TRIVIA:  
—is allergic to peanuts
—listens to a lot of orchestra music
—super ticklish
—can sleep almost anywhere
—carries around a diary where she writes down memories and such

 THE RELATIONSHIPS 
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kang jakyung // grandmother // deceased // 
"aigoo~ our baby oorin did so well!"
the first person in woorin's life to have shown her acts of kindness. she was patient with woorin, knowing how hard it must have been for her to suddenly move. she never knew what woorin's parents did to her or about the bullying from her previous school since woorin didn't want to worry her. calls woorin "oorin" because that's what she thought her name was. 


 
  

lee junhee // best friend // miss sunshine //  deceased 
"woorin, let's get some ice cream!"
woorin's first friend and the girl who changed her life as cheesy as it sounds. junhee helped woorin to open up to other people as well as helping her overcome her trauma. woorin loves junhee a lot, often dubbing her as an angel since without junhee's help - woorin wouldn't be around. 
 
  

heo raon // close friend // miss van gogh
"hey, i'm heo raon!"
woorin met raon after junhee introduced woorin to the group. her easy-going nature was one of the things that made it easier for woorin to become comfortable around her. woorin really admired raon's passion for art and often praises her skills.




MIN jangwon // crush + best friend // mister delinquent
"from now on, don't get hurt anymore."
Not really getting along at first due to his wild nature, jongwan proved to be someone woorin tried to avoid at first. however, jongwan was the one who made woorin feel a lot of things she had never experienced before - he made her feel so alive. they became close to each other and thought of each other dearly.  although jongwan came off rather harsh and wild at first, woorin learned to appreciate him.


  

Ong Chanwoo (f) + kim  youngji (m) // parents //  
"the most important thing is that your grades are still high."
woorin despises her parents and she hates the fact that she's now under their supervision once again after enrolling into college. she doesn't live with either of them ever since she went to snu but her mother drops in unannounced often enough to keep an eye on her and her father is always calling up the school to ask about her grades. her mother wants woorin to get a job at a business company with a high reputation thus why she enrolled her into the business major at snu.
 THE PRESENT DAY 
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CURRENTLY ATTENDING: seoul national university
 

CURRENTLY MAJORING IN: business

CURRENT OCCUPATION: works at an ice cream parlor

THE DREAM JOB: woorin's dream job is to start her own ice cream brand. whenever she's free, she'll design her own logos and try to make new flavours or enhance the ones that are around. she's nowhere near to actually pursue it due to her being afraid of being ridiculed.

DAILY SCHEDULE: on days that she has classes, woorin would usually wake up 3 hours before her classes would start and would spend that timeframe going over her notes or making brief notes on the upcoming class. after her classes end, she'll head to the library and spend a couple of hours studying before heading back. on the weekends, her shift at the ice cream parlor starts at noon and that's where she'll be for the next 4-5 hours.

CURRENT STRUGGLES?: woorin is struggling with the fact that she has to live under her parents supervision all over again. she wants to leave them but can't seem to find the proper way how to.

Have they kept in contact with the others?: woorin has been keeping contact with the others although it's not as often as she likes to. her constant schedule of studying makes it difficult for her to regularly check up on them.

THE PASSING OF JUNGHEE: woorin had just ended her shift at the ice cream parlor and was heading back to her apartment when the news came to her. it took a moment for the news to sink in but once it did, woorin didn't know what to feel. it wasn't until she closed the door to her apartment did she break down crying. junhee's passing caused her more grief than her grandmother's did and the tears didn't stop for what seemed like hours. 

RETURN TO TONGYEONG: woorin feels a mixture of excitement and worry to return back to tongyeong. she's excited to be able to meet her friends again but at the same time, she worries if they'll even still accept her now that junhee was gone.

 THE CREATOR 
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USERNAME: wayvcrew
 

ALIAS: Izzy

ACTIVITY LEVEL: # 9 OUT OF 10

SCENE REQUESTS: 
- can we get the gang just having a day where all they did was talk about how they met junhee :D
- also, drunk "what's your first impression when you met me" questions



COMMENTS/OTHER: hi! this was very fun and i really like the idea of this in general, friends coming together again :'D

PASSWORD: "remember when you guys dared me to wear those tall high heels miss dreamer has and we had to go to the doctors because I fell and dislocated my knee? we weren't even scared, we were laughing the whole ride to the doctors."

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imjaebeoms
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📍settled with the name ong woorin
📍possible just a sad depressed little bean who's thankful the group exists in the world
📍settled with clc's eunbin as fc after a certain sis recommended
📍background is still l o a d ing
📍color code used is #800080
📍doing -trying- a purple aesthetic because i love purple
📍open for collabs especially if u plan on applying for mister delinquent because idk, i wanna try making some stuff up?