Back on the day and daily 
We talk and barely register it 
I thought you look pale but I'm not one 
To comment on  
If I see more bruises or cuts 
I sigh and laugh it off 
Like it doesn't mean something

Maybe I'm part of the problem 
But I think I'm a decent friend 
I promised with my own words to you 
If you meet your demise, I also meet my end 
Hesitation to function and act one way 
But life, just like you, goes all ways 

I want to cherish everything 
Spiral down as you don't feel anything 
Time remains stuck then passes by like nothing
I ask her, "do you want to let go?"
But Sophie says I don't know

You're so soft spoken 
But then you laugh and I understand 
It's not like you don't have much to say 
You don't really have anyone to hear 
So many thoughts but no way to voice them 
Because only sometimes you trust me and Em
But other than that I think it's okay if you're sad 

Best friends, best of them buds 
But we're so awkward, even with hugs
Emotions are so difficult, I don't get them at all
I want you to be happy but I don't know 
Maybe I just don't care enough 
To hold on or mentally grow 
We're bad examples of illnesses 

I want to cherish everything 
Spiral down as you don't feel anything 
Time remains stuck then passes by like nothing
I ask her, "do you want to let go?"
But Sophie says I don't know

Sophie doesn't know, Sophie doesn't know 
She says she's not worth it at all 
But the thing is, I also don't know 
I'm her best friend but I'm a little girl 
I apologize for her sadness 
But it feels like I'm projecting
As if friendship is practice 
Do I really mean anything?

I want to cherish everything 
Spiral down as you don't feel anything 
Time remains stuck then passes by like nothing
I ask her, "do you want to let go?"
But Sophie says I don't know