"I'm afraid", I said to her while looking down staring at my shoes. Hands holding onto a warm glass filled with a bitter sweet coffee.

"About?", She said while staring at me, her eyes filled with questions and insecurity.

"I'm afraid after I let you comeback into my life, and make myself fall for you deeper and deeper day by day, I'm afraid I can't facing our future break up as good as before", I said while trying hard to not shaking.

"I'm sorry, I can't promise you anything. What I know is I love you. I love you. I really love you", she reach my hands and hold it tight with her soft hands and I finally look into her eyes.

Yes, I definitely felt how much she love me, how much she hate it too to be apart from me but it didn't erased my worried about our future.