A Little Happier

 

 

A lot of time has passed

I have fallen out of love with you

But some memories still linger with me

That no matter how I force myself to forget

I can’t do anything

I am buried in their chains.

 

They are the times when we were together

When we walked through the vast field with our feet soaked in mud

When we walked along the quiet street, just the two of us

When we walked like soldiers while going to the mountains

And when we were there, the two of us together

Sitting silently beside each other

Nervous because deep in our hearts

We are hiding something so difficult to say.

 

They say that if your heart pounds when a person is near

And you get nervous when he gets nearer

He’s not the one for you,

Because if he’s really the one

You won’t be nervous at all

Because around him you’ll be comfortable

Beside him you’ll be at home.

 

I don’t believe it.

 

Because if we just worked it out

If we just overcame our fear

And told each other the truth

We could have been comfortable with each other

without hiding anything

without keeping anything.

 

If we just told each other the truth

You could have been my one.

 

But things didn’t turn that way

We were not fated for each other

You went your path

I went my path

And we won’t see each other again.

 

But then, there's something that I want to tell you.

 

I really loved you

And no matter how I force myself to forget

I just can’t.

Because you are

And you will forever be

a part of me.

 

Until now, I’m still thinking

What if we fought for each other?

What if we chose each other?

Would we become a little happier?