A soft expression covers your face
You know how you wanna live and I don't
Down to my core I'm alone, so stop 
Always affirming what I don't know
I don't have anything I wanna do anymore
Step by step, I'm losing traces of myself

"You'll grow, you're just a little girl"
I'm so sick of those words
The line between everything is slurred
"The days are too short and
You'll surely find your smile"
Maybe open your eyes 
And see things for how they are

Again 

I am just so 
Extremely tired 
I can't stand no more 
Not like this 
I don't want to be alive

I am, right now 
Just so extremely mired
Don't lecture me 
You can't change it 
This is how I die


Awaken from the dream you know so well
Fall back into this sad reality of yours
I'm too exhausted to hear a word, so, so stop
The rainbow up in the sky is too pretty 
You tell me to choose a happier color 
As if it'll change the way I feel about myself

"You'll grow, you're just a little girl"
I'm so sick of those words
The line between everything is slurred
My days are becoming far too long 
I don't know what's familiar anymore 
I feel so high on self hate
I don't think that I can love 
 

I am just so 
Extremely tired 
I can't stand no more 
Not like this 
I don't want to be alive

I am, right now 
Just so extremely mired
Don't lecture me 
You can't change it 
This is how I die