Hi there.

As you guys remember, I have posted a blog on January 2019. I have try my best to follow all the advices that you guys giving me and honestly, it is helping me to stay sane in my track. I'm no longer feel wanting to die or choke by my own (lol) I try my hard to say no at least. I have been figuring and is handling with my emotion very well. I found myself was the type who want to help everyone and no one mind to help me. 

lmao.

I should stop being kind, my other co-workers said. But you know what, it's hard to ignore people who is asking for your help. I kinda feel pity at them and if I could, I will help them without no doubt. It just so hard for me to say no. Still, I can manage well comparing myself to earlier.

How is my boss doing heh?

Hmm...

He's doing fine. He's doing great with his work and I took an opportunities to not to talk with him whenever he were around. That was my best solution to avoid any conversation and from letting him bullying me with his workload. We only talk only some random thing like "hey, i have settled this," and he replied "thank you" and i gave him bluetick after that.

to be honest, i don't have the heart to reply to him after everything he'd done to me. and i think, he'd did notice about my presence. I'm more cheerful with other co-worker but with him, i seriously gave up on talking and just do with anything that doesn't involved him and me talking. As i remember, I have stop talking to him in a friendly note after January 2019. The talk have become less when I got an order from others to shift place into a proper office (the previous one is in store) and thats more better.
 

I got a lot of work right now. Believe me but I can manage well even though he is lack of common sense, but i do know that he sometimes told others that he is happy that i don't give up with the pressure he gave me on January. Oh he should believe me. I cry 3 days and insomnia after he said all those harsh words. It's because you guys soft/supporting words and myself who doesn't want to stop this battle, i can manage. I am seriously thankful. You guys are a bunch of a good people. I said. 

I am inching closer to the end of my contract. And guess what my boss told other worker about me?

"Please encourage her to stay. We depend on her so much."

lol. 

thank you for the warm notes, i love u guys