Year 2015, I met this wonderful girl online from a mutual friend of ours. She is, to me, the definition of beautiful and y as hell and not only that but her personality is amazingly sweet and caring. To cut story short, we decided to date through online. Crazy idea? Definitely, but we ran with it. Everything worked out so well, I thought things wouldn't go south. It did. 

 A guy who had a thing for her was pursuing her so aggressively that he followed her every where she goes. He did things, I don't need to go into details, that were despicable that things had to go through with the police. 2015 was our year, it was amazing, hot, wonderful. I am happy and so is she, things worked so well. I am an Asian guy while she is an American girl, but somehow it worked. There wouldn't go a day where we wouldn't talk, we would stay up late for each other just to talk. To me she is everything I had ever wanted in a girl. I was in heaven, figuratively speaking of course, and I couldn't be more grateful. Things however didn't stay all happy for long. This time her dad interfered because he thinks this long distance was too much and wouldn't work. We ended up breaking up because this was what her dad wanted. Yet we come back together and continued under the radar but again out of the blue he came into the picture again and meddled with out relationship, she was stubborn so was I so we pushed through it until finally he doesn't meddle with it anymore. 

 We continued this crazy love. Crazy why? Under crazy circumstances we went on and off. I cheated and she cheated. We both were wrong and we came back together. I gave her all I got from this online thing. I sang for her just the way she likes it. I wrote poems for her, and since we have a mutual friend I would send gifts or flowers through this friend to her house. We planned to even get married cause everything felt just right but things went from crazy to insane beyond compare. She moved to the UK and got forced to an arranged marriage to some guy she barely knew from her family in UK. We both went thru hell esp her for a few months, it was so crazy. I spent weeks not being able to sleep thinking about her. Oh!  Did I mention she is a 93 liner while I am a 95 liner. Things with her family was crazy.. I had to go even a week without talking to her when her family would have problems. 

 Now this is the funny or confused part. Whenever i want to call or vidcall.. It would never connect but I can call a friend in Europe even in Mauritia.. But never got through to her in US. 

 Now things are on clouds. I don't know anymore. 3 years was so beautiful but now all her contact info she gave is unreachable. She changed her IG username or whatever and I can't find her anymore in all the platforms she gave me. 

Any thoughts.. Have I been catfishes this whole 3 years? But we exchange voice notes in those days. Exchange pics. 

Call me stupid. I still love her. 

Anyone mind helping me by giving your thoughts? 

I am in a crazy spot now. I don't know who to talk to. My family was also against this relationship. Help?