Hey, it's been awhile amazing friends and subscribers.

Ugh this is going to be random but I'm messed up anyway so I don't know where to start or finish. 

I just wanted to say that if you didn't know before well.. I'm going through that word that's too sad to put on here. I'm not going in too much detail about it but I'm just trying to live and forget about giving up on everything even if that's how I feel but not deep down. Ahhh...it's hard talking about this dammnit... anyway... I'm just saying I'm not abandoning anything for as long as I am here/alive so please wait for me. Have a great day and Bless you all. ♡☆♡☆♡