Am I Still Writing Fics??? What's Going On?????

Hello dear readers, it's been pretty much OVER A YEAR since I've updated anything and I can't express how truly sorry I am for taking such a LONG TIME to update anything. Nothing I can say can make up for all the time I've made (and will still) make you wait, but the least I can do is provide an explanation as to why I've pretty much vanished. So, here we go.

To put it lamely, I've been SUPER busy. School's been kicking my with all the wokrk I have to get done and I'm preparing for the future and it's stressful and scary but baby steps, I'm getting there slowly but surely. So schoolwork takes up more of my time than I'd like, so that's one part of it all.

Another part comes in the form of mu job. I work retail and I have to pull some long hours, and my schedule is so erratic that I can't plan ahead. When I end up getting home, I just end up being too exhausted to really get anything done, so there's that.

The final part is rather broad, but it's still rather important. And that, dear readers, is my mental state. To be blunt, A LOT has happened. I've just been so stressed and rather...pessimistic and jaded lately. My family had to put down our cat and that hit me hard. But then, not even a month later, we had to put down my dog, my best friend who I've grown up with. That...that has to be the hardest day I've ever had to face in my memory. It just...it felt like a foundation in my life had been destroyed....I'm better now, but for a long long time (and even now, and probably forever) it just hurt so much. I wear her dog tag around my neck on a chain, so I always have a part of her with me. But I....I miss her so much....

Sooooo those took a major toll on my mental state, and just general life has been sapping away my motivation to do anything and uh yeah, not to dump stuff on you guys ofc but I offered an explanation so uh there it is?

Oh, and there's one last thing, Lately, the only groups I've been focusing on are EXO and VIXX. BTS...I just kinda fell out of interest with them. I still look into them and their stuff, but idk lately I just haven't been paying attention to them. I...I just am not an ARMY anymore. There are factors as to why that happened, but again I'm not gonna dump that on you guys. So, that makes writing Fixing Our Wings kinda difficult as I've sorta lost the passion I had for the story. Make no mistake I WILL keep working on it, it's just most likely gonna be slower.

Phew, okay, that's it. This is already WAY too long for an update, but a lot can happen in a year. Again, I truly am so sorry for not updating anything, I'm gonna try and kick myself into action, but it's just gonna take awhile. Thank you all so much for sticking around for so long, I hope I can get content out for you guys soon. Thank you all so much, I'm eternally grateful :)

See you in the stories!

- Xiao_Lulu

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NoorKyra
#1
Oh don't be so down..... I know pets is like a family to us and losing them is emotionally devastating...

Don't rush on everything... Relax and live your life... The lost of your beloved pets...I know it's hard but they're in a better place now... Take care of yourself first,the story can wait..


I'm aan animal lovers too and I understand how it feels losing one of our fur babies..
RockabillyHippie
#2
You know what fam, don't stress. I don't think I've ever commented on Fixing Our Wings but I've been subscribed for a while xD I'm also a writer so I completely get it and hopefully your other readers will too. Life gets in the way and stuff happens and sometimes, you just need to unwind and take a break from all that you can. As for the BTS thing, same. So again, don't stress and I'll patiently wait for whatever you post next!