PLAYLIST.
✩ Oner - Work
✩ NEX7 - Wait a minute
✩ Awaken-F - Law of attraction
✩ Nine percent - Rule breaker
✩ Oh my girl - Remember me
✩ Laszlo - Closer
✩ Laszlo - Law of the jungle

✩ Karma fields - Build the cities
✩ Beatburger - She so high
✩ Timecop1983 - Lovers (The new division remix)
✩ Generations from Exile tribe - G-Energy
✩ Built by titan - 10

 

PERSONALITY. mbti type: infp - hogwarts house: huffleclaw

 

✩ (+): energetic, cheerful, creative, devoted
✩ (0): innocent, religious
✩ (-): close-minded, shy, careless, clumsy, hot-headed

 

energetic: Lushi always had lots of energy. She in fact has too much energy, and when she can't let it out she'll become stressed. That's why she loves dancing so much, and shines so brightly when dancing. It's the best way to let go of her overload of energy while not being shy about it. She usually stores up her energy inside because she's too shy, and is afraid of failure and embarassing herself. But once she can practice a sport, especially dance, this little girl will bloom and shine the brightest.

 

Cheerful: Lushi might be extremely shy, she is still a smiley girl. She'd be walking around with a bright smile plastered on her face, but once someone compliments her on that, she'd run away of embarassment. That's just Lushi. She loves life, she loves Lunation, she loves Yoonjae, she loves so much stuff, but she just isn't good around other people. She definitely brings some extra sunshine to the group though.

 

Creative: Lushi has a creative mind. She draws and doodles on everything she can find, is always trying to create something new, if it's not music, it's choreographies, or animations, just anything creative. Lushi thinks in pictures, has a wild imagination. She has her own world that is waiting to be discovered once she becomes better at interacting with other people. Her mind, it's amazing. It's an endless pit of ideas.

 

Devoted: Once Lushi has something to focus on, she'll hang onto it like a koala. She won't stop focusing on her goals unless she reaches them. She's also very devoted to her brother, friends and especially Yoonjae. She puts Yoonjae above herself. She's very focused on what she wants and likes, and it will be very hard to make her focus on something else.

 

Innocent: Lushi is absolute adorableness, and she has a mostly pure heart. Her mother originally thought that she would become a nun when growing older, because she was always so absolutely good. She's the ultimate good girl (sometimes), even though her religious beliefs make others not believe so. She's still fully innocent and it's honestly adorable seeing her react so heavily towards the mention of rated stuff. Even erts are able to stop being erted in Lushi's presence because she just has that aura of goodness, innocence and purity. Even though she has commited some sins...

 

Religious and close-minded: while her parents were never that religious, Lushi always took it quite seriously. She has religious beliefs and tries to go to church weekly, even though her schedule allows her to often be able to go once a month. She prays before having any food, before performing, before bed. She's a devoted Christian and is not ashamed of it. That also brings problems, because she for example used to be against LGBT+ when she was young. But Yoonjae and Libao teached her that LGBT+ is not a sin, and that they are just humans like her. And now she at least is a LGBT+ supporter, which is already a great accomplishment. She is against tattoos and stuff like before marriage too, but once she starts living with the other members, she'll slowly learn that everything mentioned before is actually okay, and she'll soften up. But for now, she's still against it all, and will open on this occasion to express it. This will definitely cause tension with others. Lushi just needs enough convincing that it's all good.

 

Careless and clumsy: Lushi often throws herself into things without overthinking it. She has to be looked out for because she often does dumb things or just messes up simple things. She trips over her own feet a lot, breaks stuff and her fingers are often full of bandages because she cuts them while preparing food. She's an out-of-the-box thinker thanks to her creative mind, but that often makes it that her plans are crazy and risky as well.

 

Shy: Lushi's big obstacle. She's not really good with people, she's never been since her parents' divorce. She always had a hard time interacting with other people. When people would ask why, she would say that she finds her friends in music, dancing and animals. Lushi becomes a mess when she has to talk, and often has problems expressing herself. She only blooms when spending time with extremely kind people who make her feel at ease. Other people will have to work hard for a while to get her heart and trust. She can only express herself fully through dancing and singing, and that's a reason why she shines so bright on stage, because her heart is shining too.

 

Hot-headed: a side that barely anyone expects from Lushi. She used to be a happy, cheerful and open girl, but after the incident with her dad, and the big move to Korea, she was like a flower that closed again. She got shy, trying to shield herself from people, and she also became hot-headed. This is also partly because she's so close-minded and devoted. The smallest things that are in Lushi's way anger her. Say one wrong word and she won't talk to you for days. At the beginning, she couldn't accept other's opinions very well, but as she's maturing, it has gotten better already, but she still has developed a short temper. She really needs some lessons about becoming more open-minded, but she doesn't accept them when they come from people she doesn't fully trust, and it will make her mad. Her dad left deep scars, and he made her like this. Sometimes, Lushi gets mad at herself for being so mad.

 

BACKGROUND. Little Lushi was born as the second child of a family that wasn't particularly rich, but was on the wealthier side. Her big brother, who was 7 years older than her, was really into dancing since a young age. Lushi always watched and admired her brother, and when she was old enough, Lushi joined the ballet club. She was a bright, popular and happy child, always smiling and following her brother around when she wasn't busy dancing, singing or drawing. She was a dream child, and so was her big brother. But ballet wasn't what Lushi wanted to dance. She already knew that when she was 9. Her brother was doing street dance instead, and that's what Lushi wanted. She still remembers the grins of the club members when she asked to join. Such a little, cute girl? Interested in street dancing? No way. But they offered her to join a lesson anyway, thinking she would give up soon. But they were mistaken. Lushi had the time of her life, even though it wasn't easy for her to follow at the start. She joined the club as youngest and only girl at that moment, since it was still small and mainly aimed towards boys. She became the club's cute little sister, and when performing, the public simply melted over her cuteness. The club became quite famous in Beijing for their skills, creative performance, but also the little sunshine in the crew, and they were able to perform on concerts and talent shows. Because she started so early and had the basics down from ballet, Lushi took a headstart, and learned it all incredibly quick.

 

Right when the dance crew really started to get out there, Lushi and her brother came home to fighting parents. Lushi never knew anything about their parents not getting along so well anymore, but her brother did, and he hid her away safely before going to help his mom. Their dad had come home extremely drunk, their mom had found texts that proved that he was cheating, and everything about their dad was revealed all at once. He had been stealing money from both the mother and the kids to waste in gambling and on es. Their dad, who seemed like such a good guy, had been leeching off the mother all this time, the hard-working, sweetest mom. Dad started to beat her up, and Lushi tried to stay silent, but as she heard cries from her mom while she was hiding in the clauset in her brother's bedroom, something snapped inside her, she made a 180° turn. Her brother, who was 17 at that time, broke up the fight and beat up their dad while their mom called the police.

 

Their mom immediately divorced the dad, erasing everything involving him. Both of the children changed their last names to their mother's, Zheng. But their mom quickly noticed that both of the children were terrified to ever see dad again, because he was still living somewhere in town, and knew where they lived. He had sworn to return during the divorce talks too. Their mom decided to move to Korea with the children as soon as possible, and they started a new life in a family apartment in Seoul. Their mom got a new job, but she gained way less money than before. Her brother wanted to bring something to the household too, and since he was an outstanding dancer, he started to specialise in popping and quickly became known in Seoul, then Korea, then the world. Because of the traumatising events, Lushi's trust had disappeared. She was only 10. The events and switch of culture really did something to her, and she hid herself away from the world. The only thing she had was music and art. She started to compose music, and still followed her brother, starting to specialise in popping just like him. Lushi didn't really have friends, she just spent time in her room doing all her creative stuff. There was one boy though...

 

When they had moved into the new house in Seoul, their neighbours turned out to be really nice and helpful people. They assisted the family with integrating, paperwork and general understanding of the culture. They teached the chinese family so much, and made their integration process way easier. Their mom had found some good friends in the neighbours as well. They also had a child, a single child. It was a young boy, 15 years old. He looked a bit funny with his dorky glasses, but he was honestly really cute. He was somewhere in the middle between Lushi and her brother's age, so he tried to befriend both. Lushi was very wary of him, but her brother immediately befriended the boy, and assured his sister that he was really, like super extra kind. His name was Lee Yoonjae, he was indeed really kind, and he really loved gaming.

 

Lushi still took around a month to open up to Yoonjae, but he was just so nice, patient and friendly. He looked out for her, teached her Korean, helped her with her homework, showed her around the district, ... Yoonjae became a person of comfort, like a big brother, kinda. Yoonjae spent lots of his time at the Zheng house, because he always missed having siblings. He showed both of the siblings his love for gaming, and the two showed him their love for music and dancing. It was like the Zheng family got a middle sibling now.

 

Lushi's puberty came considerably late, and she was still the same little girl even when she was 16. It happened in her family, but her brother happened to not have it, constitutional delay. Lushi was a late bloomer in every aspect, she still is. Yoonjae and her brother had always encouraged her to enter the idol career, and started training. In 2014, Lushi started to try out. She auditioned for the nearest company, it being Jellyfish entertainment. It was summer, and Lushi, with her talent for dance and decent vocals, of course got in after first try. She told Yoonjae proudly. She was a young, 16 year old girl, who had quite the interest in the boy, even though they saw each other as siblings. He was 21, there's no way he would like little Lushi as well. But she just couldn't help but feel attracted, not realising how deeply she had fallen. Yoonjae tried to smile, but his expression got gloomy. The conversation went like this:

 

"Yoonjae! Yoonjae! I have to tell you something!"

"I have to tell you something as well, Lushi..."

"Me first! I've joined a company! Like you told me to do! I'm a trainee now! I hope you can support me!"

Yoonjae's bitter smile pierced right through Lushi's heart.

"Fuzzy... I'm sorry..."

"Sorry? For what?"

"I won't be able to support you..."

"Wait, what? What do you mean?"

"I got offered a contract to become a professional gamer... in America."

That is the moment when Lushi's world collapsed again, and when she realised that she liked Lee Yoonjae. But she let him go, because it's what he wanted to do.

Lushi shut herself off again, and the other trainees just couldn't get to her. She had promised her brother and Yoonjae that she would make it, and that kept her going, but Lushi felt empty, and even though she got better, that emptiness is still lingering. The company didn't allow her to have a phone during trainee time, so Lushi could barely even contact Yoonjae. She was lost. She got even more lost when she realised that Jellyfish had no intentions of debuting her. She left in November 2017, to go look for another company. Not so long after, by the advice of Yoonjae who had suddenly returned in her life, she joined Bighit. And here she is. Zheng Lushi, part of Lunation, very proud of herself that she kept going.

 

✩ Likes:

League of legends, all because of one guy

dancing

singing

music, especially music that she can dance to or that makes her happy

kbbq

carrots, still a little bunny

calm places

wellness

being on her own

drawing and art

composing and producing music

kind people

ice cream, especially vanilla

smoothies

berries

pineapple
her favourite colors are cherry blossom pink and cherry red
She just really likes cherries

bunnies and cats