I'm not "supposed" to be talking to her, but I still care for her, no matter what. She's a person that I called my wife for months, someone who has helped me grown as a writer, someone who will always be important to me, no matter what. And I can't believe I just let her go like that...
She's like my best friend, even now, and I hate imagining a future where she isn't there. I want to fight for us, I really do, because I'm being stupid and weak and I can't do this anymore. I miss you, so so much... And it hurts.
So if you want to fight for our friendship as well, all you have to do is let me know.
I hope you have an amazing year, and that you meet many new people to keep you happy. You deserve nothing but the best.
And guess what, you an old lady now *evil laughs*
Happy birthday Emma, I love you <3