01/01/19

01|01|19

 

 

 

Just going to share what I feel about the whole Jenkai relationship, my stories and ships...

 

It doesn’t really change anything to me.

 

Yeah, it does hurt because I’ve never shipped two people so hard, probably more than I have with Taeny, that I actually imagine they would end up together even when I always told myself not to be delusional. But to be honest... other than what our girls or any artist that we support out there, we can’t really tell we know them so well if not for what they want to show us. We can’t say they were all fake or that they kept up an act just to be talked about and for a particular ship be recognized more, leading them to more fame. Let’s not do that. Shipping is for fun after all. But we should also know our limits.

 

If you’re reading this and you’ve read the stories I write... you know very well which one is my superior ship and I don’t think that would change. But I think I’ll also start shipping my bias with the person she’s in a relationship with. That’s the only way to be happy and, sure, we’d be bitter at times but let’s not hate on anyone. Nor can we leave and unstan them because it’s their life and their happiness. So if Jennie is getting closer to happiness with Kai, then be it. I’ll continue supporting her, their relationship and BLACKPINK as I have sworn to myself the day I started becoming a BLINK.

 

I’m also a SONE and MeU so I haven’t forgotten what happen to my girls before too. Taeyeon and Krystal are actually both my bias. I know it’s totally over already but I could still remember clearly how much worse it was to be dating someone from a popular boy group. And I don’t want that hate, that unforgettable and life changing hate be received by Jennie. She’s been getting those and has been through too much that all I want is for her to receive and enjoy love from the people she loves. It’s a good thing fans are more mature than before and I might drag this for a long one but let’s stop here about the past. I know we can’t change it and those girls are content with their life now.

 

Anyway... you might hate me, unfriend me and stop reading my stories if I tell you I also started shipping Jenkai but I won’t stop you. It’s been like 2 almost 3 years here in this platform and it was nice knowing you all. I’ll respect your opinion but know that I will never stop writing stories about the ships I’ve been writing about since day one. I might be preoccupied and busy because y’all know I’m still a student and will be for a long time... but rest assured I won’t discontinue my stories. They’re fanfictions after all. You might not believe me with the way and things I write but I am so not one of those super delulu fans who’ll stop just because what I hope for didn’t happen. So at times, I never say it but when people want me to write about only one ship and not the others because they’re “the real one”... I do feel irritated about it. 

 

I feel bad to say this but I think I should be honest since I don’t know when I’ll have the chance again. I really feel bad whenever others can’t seem to grasp the difference between fiction and real life. Sometimes it would be the reason why I actually wanted to delete all my stories, especially One Word, even when I put a lot of effort in writing those oneshots. I felt free and in control before but now I feel obligated to write for only what the majority has been asking for. Remember when I was stubborn not to put the ship name for every chapter because I want you to appreciate whatever ship I put up there? Yeah, it was kind of a big deal for me. I have my fave ship but I told you that I ship all of them. In case you hadn’t read the foreword and all you care about was the count of things written for the same ship we love.

 

Anyway, to end this long blog that I didn’t think I would’ve written... Our idols have their own lives and I think proving that we are loyal, that we love them, that we will stay with them no matter what is what I should do. What we all should do. Let’s not get ahead of ourselves and do try not to be rash with our words and actions. It’s hard to please everyone so imagine how pressured those artists feel if their own fans turn their backs on them. Still, I told you... I respect your opinion and I hope you can do the same with mine.

 

I’ll continue writing. Don’t worry about it. It wouldn’t gravely affect me because it’s fanfiction. I think that as of now... Just that there’s this one story I write based on real life Jensoo and that’s really the one I feel conflicted about. I don’t know if I’ll discontinue it because I don’t want to do that since it grew on me and to some who are reading it too. Hopefully, I’ll be able to turn these happenings into something creative and beautiful for the contents you’ll be reading. (And yeah that’s The Underlying Meanings that I’m talking about.)

 

 

If you finished this all, thank you for reading till the end. If you won’t leave, thank you for still willingly waiting, reading and supporting me and my works. If you do leave and think I’m being a piece of or a traitor to my ship, thank you still for being part of my 2 years as a trying writer. 

 

I love you all and I wish you a happy new year!! I hope we all get the best and happiness we deserve. :D ❤️

 

 

 

P.S. I have created another account since I think you wouldn’t like me to post Jenkai stories under Yoontaennie. But maybe if you figure out that’s me once I start writing and posting... let’s fangirl at the same time, okay? Love lots. (;

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brithistorian
#1
Thanks for the excellent response to the situation - I had been having some uncertainty of how to deal with the situation (as far as writing Jennie shipped with others) and you really helped me think through some things. I've be looking forward to your new fics, and hope that someday you decide to tell what your other account is. ^_^
BlinkJack8
#2
Im here and Will Be still reading your stories!
MAYDAYY11
#3
I respect whatever you’ll do in the future my dude! But I’d just like to say that I hope you never delete your works TuT Maybe that’s a little selfish? But I really enjoy reading them even now. It’s maybe a bit weird but I do still feel a sense of attachment towards Jensoo. OOF OKAY. You are an amazing author and regardless of what ship you’ll write about I’m sure every work will be as amazing as the previous ones!
musicProdigy15
#4
I have so much respect for authors and stans of blackpink/exo who has a mature perspective regarding the news. Thank you authornim!
magnesium99
#5
You got my respect Kj. And thank you for continuing your works, they're great.
vitaamor
#6
All.i got to say is thank you.just like whay ive said to other jensoo authors.i'll say the same thing to u.if u want to discontinue it i respect ur decision and understand it.it might affect ur writing in some ways coz for me i need a muse to write.and in ur case jensio is ur current muse.but...if u want to continue writing i will be happy and i'll be sure to read it.after all its the purpose of a fanfiction.u live a life u couldnt in real life.i hope u wont be bother by others opinion.fighting!
kyoongpinks
#7
thank you for the most mature post/response i’ve seen so far in AFF about the dating news. — from an exol & blink/girl group stan