Im sorry that our friendship had to end so messily but i was hurting and i doubt you felt the same. 

you never talk to me when i need you and you came to me with all your problems, looking for a place to let it all out. that's it - i was like a trash can to you,  a place you could dump all your in and not look back at. 

we used to stay up for hours because of our insomnia, called up each other when panic attacks were near to calm us down, text when we felt anxious over something, fall asleep while calling - we were like each others pillar but maybe i was the only one who needed you so desperately.

you come to me for help when you need it but now you don't help me anymore. what the hell was i to you anymore? i told you over and over we needed to talk things out and i patiently waited while you boasted on sosial media every day when you claimed you were too busy to chat with me. how many times have you lied to me... i didn't want to know. i have never ignored any of you calls or texts but i don't even count how many times you left me in the dark.

however i know my own worth, i know my value as a person and i knew when it was time for me to move on so i left - i left and said all the things i had to say to you and i dont regret a single word of it. 

so buh-bye, thanks for the memories. hope you're happier now

because i am feeling way fcking better than i used to be.