Long distance relationship can be really hard. But you know what's harder, Long distance one-sided love. I really need tons of advice. I had this guy friend, I've known him since we we're kids. But it's only recently when I started having romantic feelings for him. It's funny how we never really dated anyone ( I never had a boyfriend, he never had a girlfriend, and we're witness to that),  it's funny how both of us think we'd never be involved in a romantic relationship because we have trust issues and low self-esteem. It's funny how I ( and even my friends) always said that in my past life , i'm Japanese because I don't know, I had a strong affinity when it comes to anything related to Japan, and yet, here I am, falling for my half-japanese friend. I like him, but i'm too scared of my feelings,  i'm scared of rejection, and worst, he works in Japan now ( damn it). I'm not getting any younger, and my instincts tells me that I should go for it, my friends told me to take a risk. It's weird, that i've been planning to apply for a scholarship in Japan for years now, even before I started to have feelings for him, and now that I'm falling for my guy friend, i'm scared to push my plan in studying in Japan. Love is really scary, did you ever confessed to the person you like, how was it? what's the outcome? Is it worth it, I need some help.