Need inspiration again, or in life as well

hi guys...I know yesterday was my bday and I had a really great one!!! I want to thank all my chingus who wished me a happy birthday as well! You know who you are *wink* lol anyway I wanted to say that lately I have been feeling in inspired to continue with my writing/fan fics...

i know this might sound absolutely crazy...but I think it's because I'm sad these days about my niece who passed away earlier in January and I'm also still sad that I'm single and I don't even know why that's bothering me so much...

i been talking with my parents about online dating, my dad is ok with it but not so much my mom. She's very protective of me and that's perfectly fine.

i just wish I could find someone to date and be compatible with...I think I want it so badly because honestly, don't laugh at me but I only dated two guys and I am not telling you how long ago that was lol

i don't have a wide circle of friends who can introduce me to guys....and my parents don't know any young people to be honest...what should I do?

i feel like I'm not worth it but at the same time I've been single so long I should be ok and used to it...but I would like to experience things normal people do :(

what should I do, guys? Please send me some advice!!! I'm really feeling down about myself...I am pretty much half my life...

thanks for all your help in the future!!!

saranghae!!

p.s, I'm not leaving, I'll still try to update it just might be quite slowly....mianheee

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Sandiii #1 Nov 13, 2018 04:06:41

I completely understand the feeling of seeing other couples around you and wondering "When am I gonna find the one?" Literally I was just wondering that today even though I'm not that old. The best thing you could do is let life do its thing, and there are so many pros to being single! Think of all the good things instead of the bad. Just because you aren't in a relationship shouldn't reflect your happiness. There are plenty of people who are in relationships but are still unhappy!

PCYplusBBH #2 Nov 12, 2018 22:08:54

Honestly, you don't need a boyfriend to keep you happy. I'm perfectly fine being single, though I am only 16 and I have lots of school to keep me distracted, so I guess that's different. But if you really think that you need someone to be your partner, then just try being more social. Like, maybe hit up a friend that you went to school with or maybe ask for someone's number when you think they are cute or funny. I'm not good with things like this, since I've really only been in one serious relationship when I was 13, and it only lasted like two months (the other two relationships were flops and I don't even want to think about them uwu) but like, try talking to more guys, and if that means needing to meet someone on the internet, then so be it!