i'm honestly at a loss for words. i was watching daredevil with my friend, and i suddenly mentioned stan lee. out of nowhere. i just felt the need to. and i exactly said: "he is already 95. what if he leaves us? how can i handle it?" and the new came hitting me hard after only an hour.

i cannot believe this. he has always been my hero. 

at the same time, i cannot agree with people saying "poor him". he lived a respectable life. you just can't put it that way if you was gonna talk about him.

let me mourn for this devastating loss. but thank you for everything, Stan Lee.