I'm back I guess???

So guys, I took a realllyyyy long break from writing, which I'm really sorry for. A lot of the people that were with me when I started the account left which is understandable, I just lost the will to write if I'm being honest. I didn't know what to write or even if I had an idea I wouldn't be able to put it into words. I feel guilty, I really do. I know a lot of you were waiting for updates on certain stories and I just kind of left without a word. The past year has been (and still is) really frustrating and sad for me and I don't even know why exactly, but I'm trying to get back into writing and I'm going to try new things and not just focus on moonsun like I did before. 
I hope if some of my old readers are still here they can forgive me and to new readers who find my stories and read them I guess welcome??