so, I have this demo performance to do tomorrow and I've been trained and practised TO DEATH!!! every Wednesday and Saturday, day and night including this morning up till noon, I'M ING BEAT AND TIRED!! WE WERE TOLD TO REST AND DON'T HAVE TO GO TO THE REHEARSAL ANYMORE CAUSE WE NAILED EVERYTHING ALREADY.... at ing 7:30 pm we were ASKED to go to the marching field to ING DO A REHEARSAL WHEN OUR TEACHER CLEARLY TOLD THAT WE ARE NOT GOING TO BE INCLUDED WITH THEM, HELL!!! MOST OF THE TEAM MEMBER LIVE FAR AWAY AND COULDN'T MAKE IT SO, EVEN THOUGH I WAS DREADING TO GO, I DID AND WHAT DID I GET???!!! WAS TOLD LATE THAT WE HAVE TO WEAR SHOES AND I DEADASS WORE A FLIP FLOP! I HAD TO RUN WITH THAT ON AND ALMOST ING SLIPPED, WELL OKAY THAT MIGHT BE MY FAULT FOR NOT READING THE TEXT BUT SERIOUSLY?!! I CAME AND GET INTO POSITION THAT WAS NOT MINE IN THE FIRST PLACE JUST TO FILL IN THOSE WHO DIDN'T COME AND GET LAUGHED AT FOR NOT KNOWING THE STEPS??!!! ALL OF YOU WITH YOUR KNOW-IT-ALL ATTITUDE!!! DIFFERENT POSITION, DIFFERENT STEPS YOU AND WHAT NOW?? "JUST DO IT! I DON'T CARE! HOW ARE YOU GOING TO PERFORM IN FRONT OF THE VIP IF YOU'RE NOT WELL PREPARED AT ALL!! SHAME ON YOU! WHERE'S YOUR TEACHER? TRAINERS?? WHO'S GOING TO CONDUCT NOW?!" THIS DICKHEAD IS SERIOUSLY GETTING ON MY NERVE... MY TEACHERS AND TRAINERS AREN'T HERE CAUSE THEY KNOW THAT THEY WON'T BE NEEDED FOR ANY REHEARSAL, TARD!! CAN YOU IMAGINE, THE FIFTEEN OF US WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE 108 STOOD IN THE POSITION THAT WE ARE NOT FAMILIAR WITH IN FRONT OF 200 PEOPLE (THEY WERE BEHIND US) TO THE THE STEPS FROM A-Z WHEN THERE'S NO PARTNER!! WE DON'T KNOW HOW AND PLEASE, WE WERE LIKE A GROUP OF CLOWN WHO CAME JUST TO DO WHAT? ENTERTAIN THEIR NIGHT??!! 

WE WERE TOLD TO GO, WE DID. WE WERE TOLD TO DO THE UNFAMILIAR STEPS, WE TRIED!   WE DID WHAT YOU ASKED AND YOU GO AND SHAME US IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY?? LAUGHED AT US??!! I'LL PROVE IT TOMORROW, JUST ING WAIT YOU BUNCH OF DISGUSTING COCKROACHES!!!