First of all, thank you @dieukyungsoo for giving me the idea of writing this.

1. How did you come up with your username and what does it mean?

When I've registered to AFF I was in the apogee of fangirling over Beast. I like pink, but I also wanted to seem tough so I added blue. My logic at that time.

2. Which is your most subscribed to story?

How to get over your crush with 107 subscribers. So I have 107 favorite persons.

3. Why did you pick your user photo/thumbnail?

I'm not a big fan of Jessica, but I like the image she displays. I've listen to her first solo album and named my cactus after hers. I stalk her on Instagram cause she dresses and looks so pretty. Why this pictures in particular? Because I like the strong, independent woman vibe. And I have a thing for bubbles and snowflakes. 

4. Who is your AFF bestie?

Met so many crazy beautiful people here. Some of them are: @Ryan-Leonard, @raystar003, @jonghyunforever, @Loveukworld.

If I forgot someone, sorryyyyyyyyy, you may not be here, but you're in my heart. :*

5. Is there a fanfic that you keep going back to read again and again?

Not actually. I don't read them again but the really good ones stick in my memory and heart. So if it's not that good, I'll probably not remember it.

6. How many stories are you subscribed to?

97.

7. Which AU do you find yourself writing the most?

As a writer, I'll try to cover many because I don't lack in ideas. As a reader I don't care that much. If the story is good it can take place on Mars too.

8. How many friends do you have?

1528 lovely souls.

9. Is there something you'd like to write about but are afraid of people judging you for it? (Feeling brave? If so, share it!)

I'm not afraid to write anything. That's what brave means. If the readers don't like what I write, they could read another stories, God knows there are plenty on AFF.  People will judge you no matter what you write. 

10. Is there anything you would like to be better at on aff? Writing, graphic design (posters), replying to comments, updating regularly, etc..?

Every writer wants to be better at writing. Updating regularly would mean me writing more often. That's something to work on. Also, understanding the quiet readers would be nice.

11. How many subscribers do you have?

186 beautiful creatures. <3

12. How many stories have you posted online to this day (finished and unfinished)?

I have posted 5 stories, 3 are finished, the other ones not .One has four and a half chapters left, the other one has unlimited chapters so far.

13. How many stories do you have saved in your writing program?

I have 6 stories and a lot of vision, but not so many words written. 

14. Do you write down story ideas, or just keep them in your head?

More like keep them in my head and forget them. If I write ideas down, it would be in a hurry  with a result of 5-6 words with no correlation or clue of what was I thinking about. Usually when I'm on the cliff of writing mode, I sit in front of the laptop, stare at the surroundings and let the ideas come. 

15. Have you ever co-authored a story?

No and I don't think I could commit to a writing schedule or let anyone do changes in my (our) story. Maybe in the future. Nah, I'm being too optimistic. 

16. How did you discover AFF?

Remember I read some "imagine" scenarios with Beast on Facebook so I looked for more on Google. Eventually I had to register to this site to read full stories so that's it.

17. Do you consider yourself to be a popular or famous author on AFF?

Not really, but then again I don't write for popularity. However, every time I get a new subscriber my heart flutters with joy. Sure, I'm not popular comparing to others, but I have a kingdom of 186 gorgeous people. In my kingdom I am popular and happy.

18. Do you have a nickname or fandom name for your readers?

Yep, I have. My fans are bubus. Named after my dog. Well, not actually, they're named after my dog's nickname. This doesn't sound worse, does it? It comes from the fact that when we have happy times or sharing affection, I call him Bubu. When I'm upset on him, I call him Cow. His real name is Luca, by the way. 

My fans are called after his good nickname because I want to have beautiful memories and walk the flower path with my readers.

19. Was there an AFF author who inspired or encouraged you to write?

Shoutout to ma bestie sinful boy @cass92 who encourage me recklessly to write. I don't know if he knows what consequences that had. 

20. How many karma points do you have?

4364.

21. What writing advice would you give to a beginning author?

It's nice to read stories that have long and many chapters and a rookie aspires to have that. The only way to do that is to write and write and write. Follow your feeling, put whatever characters you want, don't think about popularity or number of subscribers. 

22. Do you plot out your stories, or do you just figure it out as you go?

For the longest story I have so far I have like 5 major events planned, but they will expand and other things will happen in between, depending on the mood I'm writing. It's more fun to figure out as you go because it gives you more flexibility. If I had everything planned, I'd become bored.

23. Have you ever gotten a bad review or comment on a story? If so, what did you do?

If you don't get comments, the chances of bad ones are diminished.

On the other hand, I got a comment that pointed my laziness in using quotation mark. I thought no one is going to notice, but they did and I repaired my deportment. It burned me at first, but I was also grateful. 

24. Is there a certain type of scene that you have a hard time writing? (action, , etc..)

. To read it it's okay, but to write it, I don't know. Never tried it, but I think I would feel as if I'm the third wheel.

25. What story(s) are you working on now?

How to get over your crush and We're sharing memories. 

26. Do you plan your next project(s) before you finish your current ongoing story(s)?

Yes. And it's foolish of me, but I can't help it.

27. Do you have a daily writing goal set for yourself?

No, I don't have daily or monthly writing goals. Some days I write two chapters, other days none. I don't push it because I think it my affect the (already low level) quality. But I have a number of words goal for each chapter. If it hasn't at least 1500 words, that baby isn't going to be published.

28. Do you think you've improved as a writer since you first started?

Improvement is a thing I aspire,but I don't think I notice it, I'm too busy writing. If I had to compare my first to my last story, I'd say I recognize myself in them, it's still me, but with more words. 

29. What is your favorite story that you've written?

It may sound like a cliche, but they're all my babies. I can't pick between my stories as I can't pick between my fans, they're both precious to me. 

Meeting Beast is the cadet of the family, the sweet, but dumb child that melts everyone's hearts.

Your stone is the diamond is your kid's friend that is spending all the time in your house so you consider him family. Maybe because I wrote it as a present for someone else, I consider it that way.

Two moons is the emo kid. Kind at heart, but very dark. Care about it either way.

How to get over your crush is the bubbly, clumsy daughter. Everyone knows she's a good girl, but she always gets in embarrassing situations.

We're sharing memories is the eldest daughter, wise, but full of the sorrowful regrets and memories.

Every child makes me proud.

30. What is your least favorite story that you've written?

I don't regret having given birth to any of ma babies. They may have flaws, everyone has. My least favorite parts of a story are the ones that readers don't like or think of it as stupid.  

31. Where do you see yourself (as a writer) in 5 years?

I don't make plans that far ahead.

32. How many upvotes do you have?

22 that I'm very thankful for.

33. What is the easiest thing about writing?

It isn't even psychically writing because I omit words for trying to write faster so many times. The easiest thing about writing would be dreaming of how the story can bloom. So many possibilities. 

34. What is the hardest thing about writing?

Typing it and get to actually work/writing. That's what I meant when I said to follow your feeling, if the first fan you're writing it for isn't yourself, then it can be very hard to continue writing. 

35. Why do you write?

Because I can. I don't want to seem arrogant, but I'm very lucky to be able to express my ideas through writing. I'm not saying my stories are brilliant and unlike anything you've seen before, but they are another perspective. 

 It's a good exercise for the brain, that's another reason. 

Having completed these questions made me feel like I was a celebrity answering an interview. Personally, I don't think I'm sharing my opinions and emotions clearly, so I hope this blog will give you a better understanding of my attitude towards writing. And also let you know, my dear reader, you that you count for me.

Lots of love.