I admit

I definitely feel lonely and sad.. even though i am sorrounded with great friends.. but somehow they're just there.. no one can fill that void in me.. that deep talk and connection with me.. im sorry for saying this, i do love all of my friends but somehow i feel empty around them..

I want a real bestfriend who i can talk to everyday and deal with all of my tantrums and flaws huhu am i asking too much??

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Lovely_Yoongs #1 Aug 5, 2019 00:48:56

That's the same question in my head. I've been thinking am I just not contented with them? Am I just so ambitious? Am I asking for too much? I've been trying to clear this thoughts of my head. I know that friendship isn't only moonlight and roses yet it should at least give you a sense of comfort and trust, right? They do make me happy yet no one connects to me to that deep level. Whenever I'm having problems, I can't even share it to them. I love them, I really do. I care so much a about them but there's just that something whenever I'm with them, I don't feel that fullness, the satisfaction. I don't even know how to explain it but there's just something missing. I can't figure it out. And, no, I don't think you're asking too much.