because Jimminniee asked me to ;v; 
credits here here

also, supposed to tag 25 people, so here's a spam of people on my friends list in no particular order
royalblueblood / Finally_Home / somethingmore / RinYukituji / spontaneity / drunkentaiji / suchentao / stonee / Debaekyeol / SeonNyeo26 / byunnyminseok / MissMinew / sleepingprince / notinthemood / SkyeButterfly / hocbaidi / Shirotakashi / lolthebulge / -doublemint- / ExoLuver_ARMY
 

idk how much people that is and I'm too lazy to count/// also if you were not tagged + on my friend list dON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY I just got tired of copying and pasting names ;;v;; everyone who views this can count it as a tag lol, so feel free to do it even if you weren't mentioned above 'u'
 

Personal 
 

1. How did you come up with your user name and what does it mean? How old are you?

uhh deer-and-bread is definitely a mistake D: 
for those who don't know, this account used to be a collab account between me and my sister, which she was Deer and I was Bread.... but then she kinda quit and now the account is all mine + I hate my user lmao 

would anyone believe if I said I was 42 yrs old

2. Why did you pick your user photo/thumbnail?

hmm it used to be a beautiful gif of Dean throwing a banana, but now it's Suzy bc she's just so stunning in her 1st Look hanbok photoshoot >//< 

isn't sHE SO PRETTY ASJKAJFCOASHFICH 

3. Who is your favourite Author on aff? (Write as many you want) 

honestly, I used to read stories on AFF on a separate account but then I lost the password to it and so rip 
but currently, the authors I read/am subscribed to include SkyeButterfly, Emilieee, Korekrypta, byunnyminseok, sooyoung2345, peanutbuttercup, KnowRain, and anashins. :))

tbh tho, I had to scroll through pages of subscriptions bc half of the stuff I'm subscribed to are all graphics shops and layout threads orz
I find that I don't read much on aff anymore?? that's kinda weird honestly

​​​​​​4. What's your obession?

huh
I never actually thought of being obsessed over anything? 
I guess I just lovvvvveee pretty photography and photoshoots// kinda the natural instinct of someone who makes graphics
bUT HISTORICAL/ORIENTAL CLOTHING/CULTURE IS JUST SO PRETTY AAAAAAAA
so maybe that's an obsession lol. 

my all time favorite photo above ;;v;;

5. Do you eat while writing or reading? / Which position do you find comfortable for reading? / What do you do the most?

yES I practically dig through my fridge to find anything but ususally there's nothing in there but bananas and tomatoes and I don't really like to eat either of them ;; I only eat when I read tho, not necessarily writing bc I find that I need to be concentrated to write anything. 
I like to curl up on my couch and pet my dog while I'm reading HAHA 

I breathe the most

6. Your first every story you read on here. And Why? How was it like? Share the link below, we wanna judge you~ jk jk.

I think the first story I ever bothered to read on my own without anyone forcing me would be Deer Luhan, With Love by Korekrypta. 
mAKES ME NOSTALGIC I NEED TO READ IT AGAIN

7. Which ship is your guilty pleasure?

is it bad because I don't ship haha

8.What genre attracts you more? Happy endings or Dark Angst.

It's weird because I like to read happy stuff but I like to write dark stuff haha
actually nvm I just realized how much dark things I read too lol
I'm actually open to both happy/bad endings as long as it's NOT OPEN ENDED bc open ended is torture to my soul

9.How did you discover AFF?

my sister actually showed me it :))

10. Most difficult question ever. Who is your bias (name only one keke) do you like writing about him and with whom do you ship him/her the most ... don't include yourself lmao.

KYUNGSOO NO DOUBT
not difficult even tho I love both Dean...  and Baekhyun and Chanyeol and everyone in EXO practically hahaha

surprsingly tho, i don't write about kyungsoo much? 
I actually write about baekhyun so much that it's unhealthy
maybe it's bc I don't want to ruin soo ;;;

like I answered above, I don't really ship. I really like seeing chanyeol and kyungsoo as good friends tho bc they have such a nice relationship,,, plus they're like my 2 favorite people ;;;u;;;

11.Are you a musician? Sportsperson? What are you good at? Did anyone inspired you?

I tried violin before and then nope gave up
I'm mediocre at best at graphics and writing rip, but I love to do both <3 
park chanyeol is an inspirational ball of sunshine

12. Do you enjoy graphics/reviewing/beta-ing/ trailers/ Layouts? Or are you a critique who loves to check plot holes in story…. What inspired you for that?Do you think you are improving in any field?

I love graphics// honestly I wouldn't know what to do if I didn't know how to make graphics, especially because it helps me a lot when I want to photoshop my friend's dog into a taco. 
inspired by the fact that my lame stories need covers so here I am. :') and I hope I am improving?? if not that'll be sad, but I find that my graphics style changes a lot, haha. 

as for trailers, I try doing that sometimes but it's difficult and I don't have as much fun as making graphics. 
tried reviewing and beta-ing before but I quit both quickly
and as for layouts......... 
let's just say that I don't have an ounce of talent in that rip 

13.Which platform do you think is best for reading - writing (vice versa)

personally, writing on AFF is just so amazing bc you can customize the backgrounds!! :O 
really terrible reason, but it's tiny things like that which gets me happy <3

as for reading, uhh... checking a book out at the library? I really like to read physical copies of books instead of digital. TT

14. Which ualities do you prefer reading? MxF, FxF, MxM

I like mxf/bxg because that's my uality so I think I can relate the best to it? plus I kinda just grew up reading that, and it's not really until aff that I began seeing other ualities in writing, actually. I haven't ever read anything fxf/gxg, but I have read a few mxm/bxb stories that are actually good, tho I still read bxg the most out of everything. 

15. What's your role in your house?

I'm the kid who doesn't know how to breathe or do anything properly

16. Were you homophobic at some point in your life? Yes? why? 

not really? 
I mean, I guess I might have been confused by the whole LGBTQ+ because there's just too much categories and I always hate categories bc I hate organization//which is a random reason, but I'm slowly understanding it more?
and I do support my friends when they come out since it's just sort of do what makes you happy. :)

17. What do you think about your handwriting? (Ha ..ha)

18. Is there a fanfic that you keep going back to read again and again?

not really, bc like I said before, I don't read much on AFF these days besides the stories I'm subscribed to atm/or stories from authors I read regularly
I have read a few historical fics on here more than once tho bc they're gold

19.Do you own pets? love animals, nature? Insects? Are you scared of them? Squashed any? If yes why :( they have feelings too! 

I have a puppy who's too old to be considered a puppy but I still call her one. <3

that's me stalking my dog while she's sleeping
straightforwardly speaking, I hate insects, and I will kill them if I see one. they're just so ugh. no. 
I'm sorry ;v;

20. What AU do you find yourself writing about most?

any royalty!au is the way to go
just any aus that belong in fantasy <3


21. How many friends do you have?

the number on my friends list? 
43
mostly bc I remove people who I don't talk to on a regular basis I'm sorry :((

22. Is there something you'd like to write about but are afraid of people judging you for it? (Feeling brave? If so, share it!)

I'm honestly scared to write anything vaguely bloody bc I have no idea what counts as rated m/tw and what doesn't, especially because there's just a lot of sensitive people on the internet? but I still love to write dark material haha// just don't share it with the public T-T
 
23. Is there anything you would like to be better at on AFF? Writing, graphic design (posters), replying to comments, updating regularly, etc..?

writing mostly bc I think my writing is below mediocre LOL
otherwise, UPDATING IS A STRUGGLE

just look at my story feed for my story blue 2.0. 

take a shot every time I say the word update lmao
and that's only half of the feed I have for the story ;;;;

24.Please babble about yourself~~ what's your personality type? Your hobbies? Likes and dislikes. Are you Shy or bold. Mention anything you want to share here. + What do you wanna be in next life?Your worst fear ever?

hmmm
I think I'm fairly nice? I try to be haha
I like to be dramatic and i have a bit of a short temper but I keep it in when I'm with other people TvT;;
I'm a bit selfish and greedy but I do like to help others, and I also work hard. 
I like to be creative? too much imagination
if anyone gets to know me they'll just know that I'm super clumsy and I can trip over anything, which I don't find funny but all my friends do ;;;
greatest procrastinator in the world tho
there I think I listed enough strengths and flaws. ;;

I like to draw, write, make graphics... just what I do on AFF :') 
I dislike people who I can't understand rip 
and I also hate insects, especially ants. ants crawling out of my keyboard is just..... NO.

I also love my dog, which is obvious. <333 
and I hate heights. I can't even stand look down from the glass border of a 2nd floor mall without wanting to die bc that's just terrifying for me. ;; reasons why I'll never go to an amusement park. I hate ants. I hate eating foods I dislike? if that's a fear LOL 
oh, and I hate nails. not like nails on your finger, but screws? the stuff you hammer into wood to connect two pieces together. they freak me out, strangely enough. 

in my next life, I want to go back in time to ancient china and be a cool princess lady with a reverse harem of cute exo members boys like all those chinese webnovels :DDD transmigration is my long time wish. 

25. Most fav food? Fave Animated Movie/Series? Anime? Manga Series?

chocolate <3 sushi, chicken, ice cream, creme puffs, soup
I have an emotional connection to Tower of God and also Spirited Away is a cute movie
I don't watch anime? 
and I read webtoons? (and, cough, write for a webtoon that my illustrates but we kinda quitted)

Activity

Attach your fave song #1

ATTach a fav song #2

Attach a all time favourite song.(it's so hard)

#Few words for your friends ^^

hello world. 
if you ever wanna talk, hmu

Writer

1. Which is your most subbed story?
story? or shop?
if shop, it's goldfish.
if story, it's blue 2.0

2. How many subscribers do you have?

639 unique subs
which honestly thinking about it, having 639 people clicking that subscribe button is so shocking, even tho it's not a big number on aff, thinking of putting all those people who've subscribed in a giant room is just... wow why did you all do that to my terrible shops and stories lol

3. How many stories are you subscribed to?

132, a mixture of mostly graphics shops, layout threads, applyfics, other shops, and finally, a few measly stories stuck in between :')

4. How many stories have you posted online to this day (finished and unfinished)?

uHH I've drafted a lot of stuff so I don't know how to count this, 
but currently I only have 10 public stories, and only 5 of them are actually stories (excluding my applyfic)
only 1 is finished and it's a terrible one-shot I wrote in the beginning of my aff days ;;

5. How many stories do you have saved in your writing program?

1084928409182498120481924812098014829
aka I don't even want to count

6. Do you write down story ideas, or let it rest in your brain?

I don't really write much stories down haha. mostly bc I know that 99.9% of them will never make it on paper. :') 
 

7.Do you consider yourself to be a popular or famous author on AFF?

nOPE 

who deer-and-bread?
who's that

8. Do you have a nickname or fandom name for your readers?

uhh no? 

9. What writing advice would you give to a beginning author?

don't be like me hahah

if you feel like procrastinating NO 
drop everything you're doing and write 

procrastinating will get you nowhere. even if you're unmotivated, even if your lazy excuse of having a 'writer's block' is stopping you, pick up that pencil and scribble on that notebook all your ideas. go on a laptop and start typing. you will not get anywhere if you don't write, and writing trash is better than writing nothing. 
don't expect to be famous overnight or have 120849120 comments every single time you update. writing is a slow process; it should be taken that way.
and of course, an outline is always the best way to keep track of a story and get rid of plot holes and organize your thoughts!

writing = something to enjoy
writing ≠ doing it for the fame, not actually loving your characters and the things you write about. 

don't write if you don't want to write . don't write ships if you don't actually ship them. 
do what makes you happy, write for yourself, because in the end, a writer's best reader is themself. 

oK there's my philosophy... is it inspirational enough? 
if not, take this photo of a mountain that should inspire you. 

10. Do you plot out your stories, or do you just figure it out as you go?

I outline my stuff if I'm actually taking what I'm writing seriously. 
tho it's fun to just kick off when you have no idea where your story is going. 

11. Have you ever gotten a bad review or comment on a story? If so, what did you do?

not really. 

people are nice <3

12. Is there a certain type of scene that you have a hard time writing? (action, , etc..)

action mostly
since I have no idea how to fight ;;A;;
i just want my stuff to be grand and majestic and it never turns out to be. ;-;

13. What story(s) are you working on now?

This webnovel called Blossoms of Red, then Withered and Bloomed, and occasionally Three Black Birds if I feel like it but mostly nah
 

14. Do you think you've improved as a writer since you first started?

of cOURSE 
do you have any idea how terribly cliche and poor my writing was back then... even the stuff I wrote a year ago were absolute trash :D

15. What is your favorite story that you've written? And what's your worst?

so far, I really love Blue 2.0 
I also really love Three Black Birds, and also Love in C Major (if you haven't checked that out, cLICK HERE, it's a must read)

worst is this terrible story called This Loveless Romance involving a fake romance that was just.... cliche. 

16. What is the easiest thing about writing? And what's the hardest? And why do you write?

description?? 
i really love purple prose

which some people think is a bad thing but it just makes me happy?? 
surprisingly I hate dialogue, mostly because that displays a character the best, and I struggle with getting my characters to shine through it and they just turn out so bland whenever they talk ;;;

aLSO ROMCOM IS HARD
idc what you say, but my two greatest weaknesses is fluff + comedy. 

also I write bc it's self-fulfilling :^)))

wow that took a while.