MOVING OUT!!! (yes, literally i'm being forced outta my home ASAP ;;)
ha, you fell for my clickbait.
OKAY but yeA ; - ; technically i'm still moving out of my house by the end of this week and because of that (and many other things i wouldn't or i would yet to mention) my mind has gone all over the place.
i'm currently a uni student (freshman uwu pls i'm still a kid at <3) and since my uni is two cities away from my place, my folks and i decided that i should stay in a dorm so that i could just walk to my classes and not have a hard time travelling to and fro errday. (it takes 2-3 hours to commute btw >_<)
The problem is... I'm not really prepared. For anything.
right now, i still have a lot to pack, i still need to buy a few items here and there. and i still am on the verge of another breakdown (again).
PLUS PLUS PLUS there are just so many things to worry about when you're living alone. like, what food you're gonna eat, hOW TF are ya gonna wake up early for school, what are ur roomies like, how do u get by every day, WHO DO YOU TALK TO, where's mom... who's gonna take care of u when u're sickie... what if u got no money to spend for the rest of the week? eMeRGenCIEs?!?!? what if u had a panic attax... shiet man.
i've been sheltered by my family all 18 years of mah life nOWWW I'm Really Going Outta My Comfort Zone. man this is scaring (scarring? hopefully never!) me.
THINGS LIKE THOSE seriously make me sigh so deeply right now. ADULTING IS SO HARD MAN HOW TF DO GROWNUPS DO THAT.
any thoughts? also, i think i really need a hug right now. even just for a sec. hug 듀떼용 ㅜㅡㅜ
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