Hello!!!!! I hereby announce that I seriously need a Beta Reader!!!!!! 

So After 3years in here I shamlessly admit that I know nothing of the shops or how to apply and all so I am writing this in hopes someone would kindly volunteer to be my Beta reader! you don't have to be profesional I really just need opinions cuz I'm a mess of insecurities especially in my stories.....I just don't have confidence because I ......yea talk about lack of confidence I call it the pure honest truth I am just an amateur who is still dumply trying to bring her imagination to light by writing it in not her native lang yeppppp I'm trying to do something I like so yeah!

I really really really REALLY NEED A BETA READER PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE VOLUNTEER I WILL CRY ;n; 

U DONT HAVE TO BE A NATIVE NOR A PRO I JUST NEED AN HONEST OPINION 

FEEL MY PAIN Y'ALL 

HAVE MERCY ON THIS PIECE OF hmmm what am I???? WELL LETS SAY PIECE OF TRASH? GOOD I AM TRASH! AND I NEED HELP TO EVOLVE TO A BETTER VERSION OF TRASH!

u seee I tried asking in my fanfic which I am editing WHICH IS THE ONE THAT NEED A BETA READER cuz its trash like me? well not a surprise ANYWAY!

but no one volunteered I am guessing that well......they are ehm? busy? I hope they aren't fed up of me honestly but I won't blame them....my stories .......HEAVY SIGH (I think my soul descended while I'm sighing...this is how seriously bothered and stressed and insecure I am) CAN I SCREAM??? oh god 

ANYWAYS JUST PLEASE SOMEONE BE MY BETA READER I WONT ASK FOR MUCH I WILL WAIT FOR U PATIENTLY AS LONG AS I GET UR REVIEW BUHUHUHUHUHU IM MISERABLE TRULY HALLLLP MEEEEE PLEASSSSSSE

my real friends do not understand english and so they can't really help plus this is gay yall knowww they will like give me dat look of wtf are u doing with your life annnd yea

and well for my fellow international exols friends.....I asked once one that I believed she was close and all but she laughed at my stories (look at my stabbed heart, ego and pride and my whole life) I still tried a second time (talk about the fools who never learn from their first mistakes) but they were so uninterested so I just decided to Hajima 

THIS IS WHY I HAVE NO MORE FRIENDS I didn't choose to be antisocial y'all I WAS PUSHED TO THE EDGE- Okei I need to hajima again.

MAIN TOPIC:

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE MY BETA READER 

and thanks for passing by and reading my nonesense. 

LOVE U ALL

BUT I WILL LOVE THE ONES WHO VOLUNTEER MORE 

JUST PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO VOLUNTEER EVEN IF SOMEONE ALREADY DID ! U KNOW THE SAYING THE MORE THE MERRIER RIGHT??????? 

JUST PLEASE DON'T IGNORE MY DISTRESSED SCREAMS 

THANKS AGAIN.