Hello, it's your local aff little shy turtle coming out of her cave again.

Life's been kicking my and I haven't been the most positive person I once was. I just died inside and shutdown almost on a daily basis. I didn't want to do anything but want to cry and hide away then become an old hag and rot (I still want to though I'm sorry, I can't help my hermit crab like tendencies >×<)

But well, life keeps going - that's what I try to remind myself.

So, here I am, going to try standing on my feet again and though I know I live with people that shoot me in the leg and kick me when I'm down, I will still try to keep going as I always have. To keep moving forward, doing my best, and staying me.

Because of everything that went on, I really lost myself. I forgot what made me - me. I lived day to day, counting down til when it would all end.. Like a robot, I only did what I needed to-- only what was required of me. I wanted to run out of batteries already and quit. I lost my perseverance, my nerve, and heart.

So, after a small break and having a close friend visit me... seeing her just break down at the sight of me now.. how wrecked I look and how apathetic I'd become, she just gave me a hug and begged me to be alive again. Have my spine, my sass, my funny bone, and if I don't regain any of that back, then she begged that I still be kind.

Which is what I promised her I'd try to be again with her promising to constantly check on me and my depression.

Unfortunately, I can't do anything about my current stressful schedule and situation at home so I can't always be around but I'll try to be more.

So!

Let's get back into business, shall we? You know what that means... ^^

~RANDOM KINDNESS GIVEAWAY TIME~

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