My mom and every one else who knew me always thought that it was weird that I cry over things that I read or watch. It is not because I am emotional but there is this only one concept that when it springs on what I watch or read... I can feel my heart wrenching and my tears pouring out. I even feel my breaths coming short... Just because of that!!!

How can I describe that concept, here are the scenes that has that concept that made me inexplicably emotional:

1. Goblin: The Great and Lonely God

- the scene wherein the Reaper let an old couple meet at last after several years in his teahouse. The man died back in war and the woman waited for him until she died of old age.

2. Moribita (I am not sureI literally just saw this scene)

- the scene wherein this girl warrior told her auntie that the guy she had been waiting for has been around the village guarding her and that the man is finally happy. Take note, the man died trying to come back home to her auntie. The auntie spent her years waiting for him until her niece broke the news to her.

3. Edward Scissorhands

- the end part wherein the realization that Edward is always waiting for the girl to come back up to him in that grand house and as he waits, he makes ice sculpture of the girl every year just exactly as he remembered her. The girl was dying of old age while Edward still makes the ice sculpture of her

AND MANY MORE...

As you can see, there is always this waiting. I began to think that if past life is real I might be someone who waited for someone who never came or someone who wanted to come back to someone but never arrived. 

As I write this, I can feel that wrenching in my heart again. Even the mere thought! I think I am surpassing my current level of madness.

Am I the only one?