So i basically told my friend everything i have felt for a very long time (not the best things) about our friendship. Not everything because I'm sure if id think about it harder or let a few days pass there would be more but it was everything that j could think of at the moment.

Things to know about me: I'm sensitive. And not in a funny way... in a paranoid way. If you find something I said not funny even though it was intended to be funny, please tell me so, but don't ignore me. 

Basically, my friend left me on read again after I sent her some messages I thought were kinda funny and even involved a kind of inside joke.

So she left me on read, and me being in a quite depressive mood at 2 am, a time I should be long asleep, sent her a ing letter via WhatsApp. It is long. I told her what I thought was wrong with our friendship, why i think we're talking apart slowly even though we were best friends.

Id show the text but it's in German so not many would understand... 

Im feeling kinda guilty but in the back of my mind u kinda know I shouldn't because they're my feelings and I have a right to tell her what I feel. 

Still I feel like I'm forcing myself into her, putting her in an uncomfortable position, but it had to be done.