Incredibly long Hiatus

I'm going to be going away for a rather long time. my account will be managed for the streak by a friend of mine, if you want to get in touch with me do so through my other account (if you know who it is you're special enough to me for me to tell you) or, do it through other networks. I'm taking the hiatus so I can work on my story, my real life and ultimately ditch the negative feelings I get when I come onto aff. So much has happened and I would be lying if I said it wasn't because of my bad judgement, autisim and social awkwardness that have caused people to misjudge me, think ill of me or dislike me. 

 

I've come to that threshold on this site where nothing I do at the moment is 'good' -- no matter what reason I make a post, no matter what reason I talk to people or what reason I have for saying my opinion, it's bad. My real life is exactly like this. My coworker drives me to suicidal thoughts every day by telling me how worthless I am and how useless I am. I don't need it online too. 

 

It's been fun, I'll see you guys around <3 

 

~Brayden 

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jjongkeytrash
#1
gouda like bray. when you come back you'll be stronger and better than ever
Baepsae_Elly
#2
Hi, I don't know you well,but seems I got you in my friend list :O
As far as I read your blog's I just want to let you know if you need someone to talk sometimes I am here. I like talking with people and helping them thought. Have a good hiatus and make sure you're enjoying your life while taking care of yourself ^-^
Charlot1081
#3
Take care of yourself. I remember what you said in one of your vlogs, you said not to let people get to you. So please stay well! Never let your flame burn out! 加油!
homihl557
#4
Tale care of yourself and yeah best of luck in everything you do....
remember , you are worth everything.
yffismydrug
#5
Take your hiatus and take care of yourself. And just remember that got are not worthless, you're amazing ^-^
Skyful_Poof
#6
Firstly, whoever tells you that you're worthless and that you're "not good", ignore them, okay?
Secondly, this break is important for you, I'm glad you've decided to take a break. Just remember to relax and calm your mind, don't overwork yourself, don't stress out, just keep calm, breathe in, breathe out, and live on, okay?
Stay safe, and I hope to see you soon, happy and healthy. Bye~ ^-^
951304
#7
be safe appa
Grackie
#8
Take care of yourself, love <33
I'll miss you :((
dolligore
#9
B-bye hyungie. Please please please get better.

Im counting on you ♡