I guess you guys can tell from the title what this blogpost is going to be about. Yes, I will be taking a rest from AFF. 

I think you guys know that I do love writing however, as of recent, an accumulation of things that happened had left me jaded. 

As much as I love writing and am grateful to my readers, I also want to make it super clear that I really do not owe you guys anything. I know this sounds really unfair to the readers who have been really nice and kind to me but this message is for those who are clearly the opposite. This is specifically with reference to one of the ongoing stories that I've been working on, Crimson Pride. For those who really think that the story has not been up to your standard or expectations, feel free to unsub. I have disabled my notifications on my phone so I would not be affected much or anything. My main point is, do not read if you guys don't like the plot. Don't act all pompous and think that just because you are reading, I am obliged to write it as you guys please. 

Please and for those who think you guys are self-important or whatsoever, just stay away from me or the fics I write. I am happier sharing stories with readers whom I can really connect with. I have emphasised this a thousand times. I have zero care about fame. I write because I love to write and I want to do something for my idols not to boost my own ego or anything. I have written for idols who were not as popular before I stanned red velvet so I can deal with no fame as long as I can share what I love to do with people who are nice enough to read it. 

The past few updates for Crimson Pride, to say the least, have been causing me much stress, distress, whatever negative things you guys can think of. To say the least, I felt enslaved and posting things up have become something that I dread to do. I have been joking around about things a lot, especially some of the readers whom I know more. I am perfectly good with you guys leaving me playful comments. Whom I am targetting in this blogpost are those who have zero relationship with me and who think so highly of themselves. Bottomline is I don't need you, and you don't need me. So please leave.  

I have a life outside of AFF too, just like you guys. I could be playing, meeting my friends or dating (yes, I am y, free and single and ready to mingle) however I write and post things up because I want to share but I don't friggin owe you guys anything and definitely do not have to make anything up to you guys. This break from AFF will hopefully help me to recalibrate my own thoughts and stay away with that handful of toxic people. 

If you guys feel offended by this blogpost and think that I am targetting you then good. Cause I probably am. That means you are one of the handful of toxic people and I'd like to do nothing more than to sprinkle holy water on you to help cleanse your nasty soul. 

I will just apologise to those who have been nice and kind to me all these while and have to read through this blogpost. Will be taking time off from this site. So see you guys when I see you. May life treat you kindly. 

P/S I feel a thousand times more liberated after letting these off my chest 

Thanks or no thanks, 

Fynn