Ok so this is my first time writing a blog and the first time I talk about this. I never admit it to my best friends cause I don't like how they overreact with everything I do or say. My best friend girl is in another school so I don't see her a lot. My two best friend boys are in the same class as me, but I don't trust them (at least I don't trust one of them)

Anyway, it all started last year. He's called CXXXXXL

Ok so, he used to sit next to me in class last year and he would always flirt with me. I'm used to it, they say I'm the prettiest in school and want to date me but I rejected them all cause I don't really feel comfortable with other people. (I'm not bragging or anything right now. Just telling y'all what always happens). I may write couple fanfics, but I'm a total loner ok? Anyway, he kept flirting with me but I know he's a player so I never really replied to his flirts. But for some reason, I got all nervous around him and became conscious of his presence and all that romcom . And then I realized I like him

BUT I'LL NEVER ADMIT IT

Why? Do i want to play hard to get?! Pfft NO

like I said before, I don't feel comfortable with other people but that's not the only reason. When I started thinking that maybe just maybe I should start replying to his moves, guess what?! I found out he got a girlfriend

When I found out, I was like "... ok. Let's just leave him alone then"

But guess what?!? He keeps flirting. And not only with me, but with EVERYONE

And I didn't feel jealous (cause it's not like we're an item or something). What I felt  was pity. I feel sorry for his girlfriend. Imagine finding out your boyfriend flirts with every girl he meets?!?!? One time, two time, three times pass. But EVERY. SINGLE. DAY?!?!?

Girl, you better find a better guy

That was the first part of this little crush of mine. Please comment to read your opinions :)