im very sensitive to sounds, like everytime i lay down on the bed and try to rest, i'd fall asleep easily but i also wake up easily duel to a small sound. 

but this went way too far

like i have a bratty step sister, i always tell her to close the door on her way in and out because the room is usually air conditioned and we live in an appartment on the floor that has the most kids (i think there is like 16 under 10 years old running and screaming in the hallway everyday) which is very ing loud. I need a rather quiet room to work, but even with the closed door i can still hear the chaos outside, so why the is closing the damn door so hard for her? i can always plug in earphones and turn the music up loud so i can block it away as well but i can't wear it like that 24/7, it would damage my hearing. so close the ing door for 's sake. 

she eventually listen and close the door. But for pete's sake she ing slam it so ing loudly i almost had a heart attack sometimes. not to mentions, a few days ago i need to rest early for an interview, so while she's watching her "im not girly but i watch barbie" outside, i decide to rest first, i turned off all the lights, i went to my bed and i fall asleep shortly after. and when she step in, CLEARLY SEEING THAT IM ALREADY SLEEPING. she ing slam the door. 

she ing

slam

the door

i couldn't sleep after that jolt and i threw a tantrum at her that might have disturbed the neighbors and some other kids started crying

and she goes"scolding her for no reason" ,"i didn't do anything wrong" ,"yang's over reacting", "nananananananana..." 

and the next thing i knew i failed the interview 

ing fantastic.