holy holy holy mother of dzvfwasxdasjxbasjhcas kim jongin was in my dreams!!! now i'm not just overreacting or anything cuz idols appear in my dream a lot but this one felt so really oh heavens. i think it's because i watched a youtubbe vid of kai dancing and for some reason he looked even more dashing there. kai isn't my bias or whatever but omfg my dream!!! am i even allowed to talk about this? it's freakkin r18! i kennot. omg

we fukkin did it, i frikkin touched him!! omyghad i kennot thank the heavens enough. this is me lying on my bed with a wide grin on my face because freakkin kim jongin sabotaged me. i really wanna go into detail about my dream but i'm to shy gaahhh anyway i just wanted to get it out of my system cause i've been going mad keeping it in asdfghjkl ok im done