I AM FINALLY BACK-Depression does not win.

The last time I updated was in 2015. I 'd become so depressed that I could not even manage to continue my hobby of creative writing. I couldn't do much of anything actually. Depression makes you lose interest in things that make you happy. Writing makes me very happy and I had a very severe relapse that zapped me of all energy. I am feeling much better now and have motivation and inspiration to start writing again. I started small with poetry a few months ago and then randomly after seeing VIXX comeback with The SCENTIST a few weeks ago.... I just felt so inspired  by their concept that I felt like writing fics again. There is a fic I started in 2015 called Traveling to Fate but have no idea how to finish. It was based on me and my best friend....but she is no longer my best friend anymore since our friendship ended. The fic was also about SHINee and a few months ago Jonghyun took his own life due to his own battle with Depression. At this point finishing the story does not seem right to me. So I will leave that fic unfinished. I am sad to say as I reread what I posted and I remember being so excited about the direction the fic was going and enjoyed SHINee as 5 members back then. RIP Jonghyun. Depression is a very serious illness. His death put a lot of things in perspective to me for my own life and struggle with depression.

I see the site has changed a lot. Things are so different. I have to become reaquainted. 

But i'm eager to start reading fics on here again and posting my own!!!  

Its good to be back. 

 

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Yuyenn
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Welcome back! Depression is just so tough... I’m glad you’re using this site again and that you’ve found inspiration and motivation to write again! :D

Jonghyung was very unfortunate... I still can’t really— kahsgsjs :(((