Have you ever looked at someone and thought ‘wow.’ Like just seeing them makes you feel so much better and a smile immediately forms on your face. You can be having the worst day, but even just the thought of them makes you feel amazing and your heart starts to skip a beat. I’m not sure if any of you have felt that way towards someone and I’m not saying I have, but I want to. I’ve never been the most emotional person and I keep many things in, but lately, I’ve been craving for someone like that. To see them and feel like things will get better and that I can get through anything as long as they’re there with me. But so far, I haven’t found someone like that and sometimes I feel like I never will.

Haha I probably sound like a ed up and lonely person…but I mean I sort of am I guess. In a way, we all are. I don’t know why I even decided to write this, I just felt like venting a little. My brain has been so blocked for like the longest time and I don’t know what to do in order to get motivation to write like I used to. I used to be able to write for as long as a wanted in 1 day and now I can’t even write 2 sentences anymore. There is so much going on in my head, but I can’t seem to get the words out.

On a side note, if any of you follow any YouTubers you guys should check out Ally Hills, she’s fricken beautiful, talented, and funny. I’ve been obsessed with her for a few weeks now haha.