I quit...

Hi everyone this is Hiba, I hope you will read this blog. 

So If you all noticed I deleted ALL my stories... Some people on my Twitter were leaving hate comments... And I am sick of having to worry about what ONCES will think about my gender bender fics. So I QUIT. I won't write fanfics anymore. 

July 7, 2016... I won't ever forget this date. The date where I start writing and discovered my talent and passion.

To protect Twice feelings I will destroy mine... 

Many things inside of me got killed because of these bad comments calling me homophobic, childish or uneducated... They don't know anything about me.

They don't know the money I spent to learn English, they don't know about the hours I spent doing researchers to write just one paragraph... 

 I was so excited to continue 'Two hearts' it could have been my favorite story but now... I don't have the motivation to write because I know the haters will attack me again... 

I am so thankful to every single reader and friend that supported me and cheered for me... And I am sorry... 

Talk to me when you miss me I won't delete this account and I am friendly -I guess- hehe.

I am sorry, thank you, I love you.


 

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scyvxss
#1
Don't be sad author nim we all here supporting you hwaiting author nim
scyvxss
#2
Im so sad, but if that what you want author nim i will accept your decision.
And what is wrong with people did they even know what fics is
Shang_Luen19
#3
oh one more thing, they don't want genderbend ffs 'cause Jeongyeon doesn't want to be misgendered? well let them remind you that you're the Author and you know you love and respect Jeongyeon, in reality we know she's a girl and we accept it. they said you're homophobic? if you're homophobic you wouldn't even ship JeongMo in the first place XD so that's statement's a total bluff. You're the Author and you know how to make your stories great and that's by following your heart ;) continue to inspire and entertain us Author-nim! Cheer up! we luv ya!
Shang_Luen19
#4
You're talented :) and thank you for learning English so that you could tell the world your beautiful stories. I literally read all of your stories and I witnessed the good changes from when you started and 'til your latest book :)

You're not the best when it comes to english but I saw your efforts, I know you're studying, you're improving, you're very hardworking. But your English isn't bad at all and for someone whose Mother tongue isn't English I say you're really smart. Even back then the mistakes are seen but what's with your writing is that your stories are very intriguing and unpredictable, it touches our hearts, it controls our feelings, it's not just simply written it's like you poured feelings into it too together with your brilliant ideas.

And that's what you need to be a GREAT Author :) You're my favorite Author :) Even though I've already read so many JeongMo fanfictions even though some are better in english than you NON OF THEM made me cry, non of them moved me as much as you did, non of them made me want to read it again and again, non of them made me ask them for a sequel.

Sorry to offend the other writers, they're good, some are better in english but they didn't have what the great Hiba12 have. maybe not yet, maybe someday another Author would move us as much as you did but you're still the original, our favorite, and the Author that made us cry so much (even in public) that made us look like a fool but it's okay if your stories are worth making us look like a fool in public then why not? XD

oh a little suggestion here, you know we love you and I do too. English isn't my first language but it's the only subject I'm good at so maybe I could help you, for free! no need for credits, you're great and I know you want to be better but you only need a very very very very little help with your english anyway, you're even using archaic words now and that made me so happy ^w^ do you have a Facebook account? I'm not that active in twitter nor here so fb is the best way to communicate with me since messenger is free and I'm not rich so I only have data connections seldomly. So if you're interested and you want me to help you to be better even though you're already freakin' great just add me, the name's "Hirai Yesha :> I'm willing to help, I want you to achieve your dreams 'cause you deserve it.
Shang_Luen19
#5
Thanks God You Reactivated your account! T^T I cried when I checked your profile and saw it's deactivated T^T Author-nim I truly respect you and we love you! your stories, our brilliant ideas, your plots, for me you're the best! it hurts me when you're sad :< A talented writer like you deserves love and attention :< so I'll try to cheer you up :>

If you have haters then that means you're famous ;) look at Twice, they have thousands of haters but they know they millions of fans! they know they're loved by millions of ONCEs all over the world! they're just looking at the bright side of it :>

If somebody tells you all those ty judgements then they're idiots. They're disrespectful for blurting out, they're probably jealous because you're very talented. And at the bright side, they spend time and made efforts to bash you XD they probably just wanted attention from you Author-nim XD Don't let them remove your beautiful smile! Don't let them drag you down! you're talented! you're a genius! and your readers love you! :) we really do! I know you'll be a successful writer :) and I'll be honest with you :)
WhateverTwice
#6
I can see why you’re leaving due to hate and absolute idiots who love to judge. This message is coming truly from a beggening author and a fan of yours. Though your English may not be the best, and though I can easily spot grammar, punctuation, and sometimes even tense mistakes in your writing, I can never seem to stop reading - and I don’t think I would. Okay, maybe your not the best writer, maybe English isn’t your strong point, but that doesn’t stop me, others, people from reading it. I admire how much you’ve grown in writing, I love how hard you work, how much you work to please your readers. It’s really admiring seriously, doing that and still making your books have intense plots with raging ups and downs is pretty amazing; seeing you grow into this flower that will never seize to leave its legacy has been amazing.

But every flower dies, and I acknowledge this, I won’t go against this in any way. After all, it’s your life, it’s you choice. What am I to interrupt?

But... I will say this. If you ever decide to come back, if you ever decide that writing can help release you, then please write for yourself. Don’t write for others, write for yourself. You make take their advice, but know which ones are helpful and which are personal opinions from haters or opinions you’d rather not take on. Writing is a way to convey yourself, writing is a way to share your imagination so others can explore and shape it in their own way, but it gives the readers no right to abuse what they read.

Write for yourself because writing is your imagination, no one knows it better than you. Write for yourself because when it’s from your heart, even readers feel the emotion radiating from their screens. Write for yourself because who are you trying to improve other than yourself?

Write for yourself because that’s what writing is. Writing is what you make it, no one can change that.
Jungmoislife56
#7
I'm sorry that you have to go through all of this, You don't deserve any of the hate you only deserve love. People should learn that everyone else has different preferences or situations so they shouldn't judge too quickly. If I don't agree on something then I won't do it why would I hate on it? Just ignore it and find something you actually like. I'm glad you didn't close the account and I hope one day you'll start writing again. I'll miss reading your stories Hiba.
dopeblinksone #8
You were one of my fave author... i apologize for the unfinished re editing back then as the job I got.. I am sure.. Fanfics proper fans will always welcome you back once you change your mind... All doors for you :)
Jy_096
#9
I will miss my fav author. Your fanfics. My very first fanfic of yours is Angel. I love your fanfics. I always re-read your hardwork again and again. Why do people hate your stories. It must be hard on you. You talented enough to be writer. The reason i started to like jeongmo was because of all of your stories. It will be wasted if you listen to their hate on you. But i wish you all the best and hope you can change your mind and start new stories. You are the best author of my jeongmo ff! It's possible if you can be a best writer besides jeongmo. You're jjangg!!!
사랑해 작가님 <3
Xiaoen0216 #10
Just don't care about those people
They don't deserve it
Xiaoen0216 #11
Oh my god is it mean that I can't read my favorite author's ff anymore ???😭😭😭
DyeyseeYoo
#12
Oh my god!! Im tooo late for this announcement friend... My heart is breaking
yhet30 #13
Plssss dont mind them this is means your doing great coz you have bashers...dont listen to them listen to those who knows that you are great writer or great person... Dont allow other people ruin your works that your excel ...you have manny supporters than haters ...may godbless you always and i love your works so much so plss dont mind them focus on the people who appreciate you...
noname19 #14
aaanndddwwweeeee
who the f**k person to treat my friend like that, i don't have twitter so i don't know how to looking for u whwn u're delete you're account (๑•́₋•̩̥̀๑)
if removing your story makes you feel better, just delete it, if it is the best for you and your heart, just do it, because the most important is how you feel, do not care about us as readers who may be too demanding for your story, I'm fine, that's important you're happy ..
but if you ever miss us as friends and readers of your story, I will always be there for you, even though I can'tt promise, but I will work on it, keep my friends happy ... and after all this I want to apologize if I am ever wrong in speaking from that deliberately until not in deliberate and may hurt your heart, I'm sorry I'm a friend, and thanks a lot for your pleasant stories and make me happy to read it, I am sincerely thank you, I will really miss you and youre story my friend , i love u chingu..
sorry if my english is sometimes wrong, because i am not fluent in english (*^_^*)
NinaaKh #15
NO author-nim! Nooooo! :'( pliz! You’re one of the best author out there! You’re really amazing! Your writting, your storylines, your fanfictions ideas! Like wow! Everytimes I see an update from you, I’m just so so happy and cannot wait to read the story! You know, I wasn’t fond in the genderbender thing... BUT it was before I did found you author-nim :) Now I enjoy more genderbender stories than the girlxgirl stories and it’s your fault! xD (in a good way of course!) for real author-nim, I am so so sad to know that you want to quit writing :( because of stupid haters that don’t have any life but to hate on you just because of THAT! FREAKING HATERS I HATE U SO MUCHHH!!! JUST BURN BURN BUUUUURN!!! >:(

I am usually a silent reader just because I’m not confident about my english in terms of writing and I’m scared to get embarrased if I’m writing a comment with full of grammatical fault... But I swear if I have enough confidence, I would literally spam you with full of love comments in your fanfictions! You totally deserves a lot of praises and love, trust me I’m sure a lot of your subscribers Thank that way too!

Please author-nim, don’t quit writing :'( You have such a potential for that! :'( Think about the positive side, US your subscribers that love you so much <3 <3 don’t give the haters what they want! They’re not worth it!

Wow I think it’s the first time in my life that I did wrote something in english that long... Sorry for the grammatical errors that I’ve made.
Please author-nim don’t quit, I’m begging you, I did enjoy all the stories that I’ve read so far from you... I will be so heartbroken if u stop fr :( please, always be happy, always think positively, don’t let the stupid haters get you, you have us, you’re not alone <3 Please take good care of you and please come back ^-^ I love you author-nim, we all love you <3 <3