오빛나 is trapped in the nightmare.

     
   오늘은 뭘 해볼까? 
 
 name: Oh Bitna 
오빛나

 nickname(s):
♦ "B" - Just the first letter of her name and easier/quicker to say
♦ "Grandma B" - Bitna is believed to be an old lady in a 20 year olds body; she has the habits that a grandma would such as taking care of the members, napping, going to sleep early, and her lack of understanding technology

 
birthdate: 06.10.1997
 birthplace: Bupyeong-gu, Incheon, South Korea
 hometown: Gangwon-do, Sokcho, South Korea
 ethnicity: Korean
 

height & weight: 167.6.cm & 47 kg
blood type: AB+
language(s):
♦ Korean // fluent // - native language
♦ English // basic // - Learned English in school and took classes during her trainee days
♦ Japanese // basic // - Took classes during trainee days
  발칙한 장난을 시작할 거야.. 
face claim: WJSN Luda
back-up: Loona Haseul








appearance: Bitna is your typical Korean beauty standing at the average height of 167.6 cm (yes.... the .6 matters) and weighing at 47 kgs.  She has a slender figure which she works very hard on and gains weight easily, forever being on a diet to maintain her figure.  She has milky white skin that scars easily, resulting in multiple scars on her hands and fingers from using a kitchen knife and any other sharp appliances (ex. scissors) and a few scars on her legs and arms from falling and other injuries.  Additionally, she has a total of 7 ear piercings: a standard lobe, upper lobe, and helix piecings on both ears, and a tragus piercing on her right ear.

style: Bitna is know as a 'fashion terrorist' of the group.  She is always seen wearing the same clothes, some even have holes or stains because she wears them too much.  Bitna used to be overweight in the past, which is the reason why she hates going shopping and thus, always wearing the same clothes.  She has trauma because everytime she would go clothes shopping, she would always have a hard time finding clothes in her size and when she would try on clothes, they wouldnt fit her. Now she's afraid of trying on clothes and experiencing the same thing.  Bitna wears loose and baggy clothes, being more conservative in what she wears, not wearing colors that are too bright so she wont stand out.  The only time she wears revealing clothes are for performances, but she always asks her stylist to make them less revealing for her. 


♦ Casual //  1 | 2 | 3 | 4

♦ Training //  1 | 2 | 3 | 4

♦ Sleep //  1 | 2 | 3 | 4
 본능을 난 따를 뿐인데. 
personality:
♦ INFJ // The Advocate
♦Hufflepuff
♦ Gemini

 (+) Talktative, Outgoing, Selfless, Creative, Adaptable, Open-minded, Perfectionist
(-) Emotional, Insecure, Self-critical, Overthinker, Affection-seeker, Nagger

Bitna can easily be mistaken for an extrovert as she is very talkative and outgoing. But she just needs some times to be by herself to recharge. Once she is recharged, it is nearly impossible to get this girl to stop talking. She really values conversations with other people, especially when the conversations get deep. She likes to learn how everyone is different and the different backgrounds everyone comes from since she didn't have much friends growing up. The only life she knows is her lonely childhood and a rough trainee life. She really tries to learn everything about that person so she asks a lot of questions. However sometimes she talks to much, forgetting what she was talking about in the first place. She enjoys talking so much that she even talks in her sleep.

Bitna really cherishes her members and friends since she didn't have many growing up so she is really willing to do anything for them. She will drop everything she's doing for them and will adjust her schedule to make it easier for everyone. Coming from a poor background, Bitna has faced many hardships so she doesn't want anyone else to face the same hardships. She moves around so no one else has to. But sometimes this ends up as Bitna getting taken advantage of or taken for granted of.

Often being seen as weird, Bitna has a very creative mind, thinking of things that normal people usually dont think of. Sometimes she gets stuck in her own creative mind, leading to zoning out. Being as she didn't have a lot of toys as a child, Bitna has used her mind to entertain herself. Now, she will sometimes say a comment out loud to entertain herself, but will confuse those around her. It's as if she has a little 'inside joke' with herself. She amuses herself but this sometimes makes people believe she is odd.

Bitna adapts her personality to those around her. She sees the situation she's in, and changes her personality accordingly. It allows her to be easy-going and comfortable for those around her, making it easy to make friends. She's open-minded, open to change and difference, and embraces people who are different.

Emotions can often overpower Bitna. If she's happy, shes absolute ecstatic and nothing can ruin her day. If she's mad, you can literally see steam come our of her ears. But this also means that Bitna cries more than she would like to admit. Sometimes she feels like anything can make her cry, not necassarily making her upset. It could be a simple conversation where she feels the tears welling up in her eyes. Bitna is also very mindful of other people, feeling their emotions. If someone is embarassed, she can feel their embarassment. This makes her more aware of the people around her, deeply concerned about their feelings.

Being previously made fun of because of how she looks, Bitna became very insecure about herself. She isn't confident in herself and feels as if she has to hide part of herself. Even when she talks, she is very careful about what she talks about. She is always in fear of judgemet and feels like she is always being judged. She never thinks she's good enough and rejects compliments given to her. It's not because she is trying to modest, she truly believes that she doesn't deserve the compliments given to her because they're not true. This also makes her self-critical. She always compares herself with those around her and always comes up short. She is just not satisfied with herself.

Overthinking is exhausting, literally. Bitna often loses sleep over small things such as if she said the right thing, why someone did what they did, or what would happen if she acted differently. Bitna tries to find meaning in everything, over analyzing everything. Her inner child comes out when she is overthinking. She always wants to know the 'why'. Why is it hot out today. Why she shouldn't talk to strangers. Why she shouldnt give candy out to children. This often leads her to ponder the meaning of life.

Bitna craves affection, always looking for more whether its a pat on the head or a hug or holding hands. She loves love. When she wants affection, she always goes to the mom of the group and acts cute for affection. Bitna was a lonely child so she's making up for all the affection she didn't have now. Once someone gives her affection, she will cling on to that person, always following them until they stop giving her affection. Then she will move on to someone else to give her affection.

Bitna is an absolute perfectionist. She pays meticulous attention to details and is very organized. Everything has a place and there is a place for everything. However this often leads to Bitna nagging the other members. If she sees a member leave a mess, she find hunt them down and scold them.


background:
Oh Bitna liked to imagine herself entering the world by riding a big slide out of her mom on the fateful day of June 10, 1997. She was born in Bupyeong-gu, Incheon, South Korea. Bitna, unfortunately, was born into a family that was poor, but Bitna hadn;t noticed growing up as she thought it was normal to not have a lot of money. She became the daughter of Oh Jaesuk and Oh Miyoung and the younger sister of the queen herself, Oh Bona, who was three years older. People would practically bow down to Bona, She was able to get anything she wanted with her good looks and her sweet words. Bitna, on the other hand, was a chubby girl who would barely talk to anyone. She would constantly get compared to Bona, how could a princess like Bona be related to the overweight, nearly mute Bitna. But despite all the comparisons, Bona was a very caring and loving older sister to Bitna.

Tragedy struck the Oh family. Bitna's father, Jaesuk, was constantly worried about money and heavily smoked cigarettes to relieve the stress. Eventually, he was diagnosed with lung cancer in 2001 when Bitna was 4. They had moved to Sokcho, Gangwon-do for a better hospital specialized in lung cancer. Medical bills piled up and loans were being taken out. Her father had fought for 2 years until the angels took him to heaven. Only 6, Bitna had not yet understood the concept of death. She had just thought her father was taking a long nap. Her mother, Miyoung, had to take multiple jobs to support the family. Bona, who was 9, would occasionally go with her mom to her jobs after school and help work but most of the times she would watch after Bitna. Both girls would clean up the house and help out their mother as much as a 9 and 6 year old could. It was lonely without their mother or father, but atleast they had each other. During these times Bona had developed a strong sisterly bond during these times, only able to rely on one another.

Bitna was an extremely quiet child growing up. She didnt need to talk because Bona was her voice for her and always spoke for Bitna from talking to cashiers at the grocery store to aunts and uncles visiting the two girls. Just being with Bona is one of Bitna's favorite childhood memories. Bona was one of the main reasons why Bitna became an idol. Bona was a fan of DBSK, Super Junior, and Big Bang, eventually getting Bitna into them too.The two girls would put on mini concerts performing DBSK, Super Junior , and Big Bang songs for their exhausted mother, Bona being the rapper and Bitna singing. And Bitna was actually good at singing. 

Bitna absolutely hated going to school. She was poor, overweight, and quiet, so not many people wanted to be friends with her. Kids are mean. Some even made fun of her weight and was constantly told that she was the adopted sister of the beautiful Bona, or was a disappointment to her parents. Her parents were hoping for another beautiful girl, but instead got stuck with her. Some would even go as saying that the reason why her father passed away was to get away from her.

Bitna was only 11 when she became a trainee. She was grocery shoppinig with 14 year old Bona when Bona was approached by JYP scouts. However Bona turned them down as she didn't want to live the idol life. They then turned to Bitna. Maybe if she lost the weight, she too would be beautiful like her older sister. Bitna, innocently thinking about being rich and giving money to her struggling mother, had agreed and went to audition. Although her singing skills were not the best, they were decent enough to get Bitna to pass. Leaving Bona and her mother behind in Sokcho, Bitna moved to Seoul, living in one of JYP's dorms. Trainee life began and Bitna faced the harsh reality of the trainee life. She trained at JYP for two years but left as she was homesick and felt as if she didn't belong.  But a few months later, she joined SM as she truly wanted to pursue being a singer.  4 years passed before Bitna left SM, failing to debut in Red Velvet. She started auditioning once she left, finally joining Jellyfish.


relationships:

                 

♦ Mother // Oh Miyoung / 52 / Maid / fc: Kim Sung Ryung [actress]
Bitna would do anything for her mother.  She knows that her mother has gone through a lot for her children and Bitna really appreciates it.  Although Bitna was never the closest to her mother since her mother was always working, Bitna would do anything for her.  She no longer wants to see her mother age early because of the stress over money, now she wants to see her mother live in luxury.

♦ Sister // Oh Bona / 23 / Beautician / fc: Kim Jisook [former Rainbow Member]
Not to exagerrate, but Bona is the best sister to Bitna. While the other kids would make fun of Bitna, Bona would protect Bitna, saying she was perfect the way she was.  Bona was never ashamed of having Bitna as a sister and she accepted Bitna just the way she was.  Bona is the reason why Bitna is an idol and she is forever grateful for it.


    
♦ Brotherlike figure // Son Hyunwoo [Shownu] / 25 / Member of Monsta X 
Bitna and Hyunwoo became trainees for JYP around the same time in 2008.  Despite how shy Hyunwoo was, he approached Bitna first as she was only 11 years old. Hyunwoo felt a brotherly duty and felt responsible to take care of the young girl. Though, he was very awkward doing so, barely speaking to her, he was very kind and took care of her through his actions such as making sure she ate well and helped her with dancing when she was a beginner to dancing. Their personalities matched well since Bitna did most of the talking and they quickly became close. Hyunwoo was the brother Bitna never had.  But in 2010, Hyunwoo had left JYP, later joining Starship. Bitna had left JYP a few months later. The two still kept in contact as Bitna would often visit him at Starship, staying close just as they had before.


      
♦ Best Friend; Motherly Figure // Bae Juhyun [Irene] / 27 / Red Velvet Member
They first met as trainees in SM when Bitna first became a trainee in 2010 and they shared a dorm together. Bitna had noticed that Juhyun didn't have many trainee friends as she appeared cold and was shy. She reminded Bitna of Hyunwoo so she approached Juhyun, quickly befriending her. Juhyun claims to have raised Bitna herself, from cooking meals for Bitna to doing her laundry to making sure Bitna is healthy and getting enough sleep. She was the one who woke up Bitna and got her ready for school and she was the one who tucked Bitna in at night. Juhyun was more involved in Bitna's life more than her own mother, and Bitna sees Juhyun as a motherly figure to her. Even when Juhyun was busy promoting with Red Velvet, she would still check on Bitna at Jellyfish ent. to make sure she's healthy and often bringing Bitna homemade meals. While Bitna acts like a grandma to her members, towards Juhyun she acts like a total baby. She shows a lot of aegyo and cuteness towards Juhyun and is constantly looking for Juhyun's affections. 


trivia
♦ Has a pet telescope goldfish named 'Eyeball' since 2016
♦ she treasures her goldfish and spoils him as much as you can spoil a goldfish
♦ is the grandma of the group
♦ Admires Super Junior's Leeteuk becuase of everything he's been through
♦​​​​​​​ hates texting and would rather call or facetime
♦​​​​​​​ likes to send letters out to her friends and family; sometimes even writes letters to her own members
♦​​​​​​​Her fans are called her 'shining stars' (Bitna means to shine)
♦​​​​​​​afraid of going on solo activites
♦​​​​​​​hates looking in mirrors because all she can see are her flaws
♦​​​​​​​sleeps with a nightlight (afraid of the dark)
♦​​​​​​​do not let this girlneaer the kitchen, the kitchen will either burn into ash or the food will somehow become unedible
♦​​​​​​​ biggest fear is everyone leaving her
♦​​​​​​​her lockscreen on her phone is of Super Junior's Donghae
♦​​​​​​​ Members will have to pinch her to get her to stop talking
♦​​​​​​​ often gets confused for being the quiet member because on tv shows and interviews she gets edited out since she talks too much
♦​​​​​​​ acts like a grandmother to vixx and gugudan too
♦​​​​​​​wants to giver her mother her first paycheck
♦ frugal with her money
♦ if she wasn't an idol, she would pursue a career with animals
♦ likes to stalk her members on the internet; a VIP member on all their fansites
♦ always carries around some type of candy in her bag in case her members get hungry
♦ if her members are hungry, Bitna will go out and buy them food since she can't cook


habits:
♦ stutters when nervous
♦ touching her members eyebrows (she likes to think they're baby caterpillars)
♦ if a song is stuck in her head, she will unconsciously sing/hum it 24/7
♦ talks in her sleep
♦ Once 10 pm hits, Bitna goes to sleep no matter where she is (if she doesn't have an event scheduled at that time)
♦ nags her members (despite her being the youngest)
♦ acting as if she's lived through everything; says things like 'back in the old days'  when she refers to stuff from her childhood such as napping in kindergarten
♦ cleans the whole dorm everynight before she goes to sleep
♦ One of the first members to wake up
♦ takes pictures of her members while theyre sleeping because she believes it's when they look the most precious
♦ gets tired after eating a meal and is often seen taking a nap after


likes:
♦ meat; meat is life, no explanation needed
♦ watermelon; her favorite fruit, likes to eat half a watermelon with a spoon
♦ vanilla flavor; vanilla ftw. she prefers vanilla over chocolate, vanilla everything is her favorite (ice cream, cake, macaroons)
♦ sleeping; Bitna is a total grandma and cherishes her sleep, often unintentionally falling asleep during the day
♦ animals; Bitna would much rather be surrouned by animals than people, she absolutely loves any animal and wants to buy an animal sanctuary
♦ tea time; a nice cup of tea is always nice
♦ gummy worms; although she cant eat gummy worms alot because of her diet, she always craves them
♦ Lee Donghae; Her crush, the man is the definition of perfect
♦ Studio Ghibli Movies; these movies are absolutely amazing, Howl's Moving Castle is her favorite


dislikes:
♦ gummy bears; gummy bears are completely different from gummy worms and Bitna refuses to eat them
♦  eating while people watch/look at her; it's just weird and makes Bitna feel very self-conscious while she eats
♦ hot drinks; they always are too hot and burn her tongue
♦  sweating; it's just gross 
♦ fake sneezing; she hates when she gets ready to sneeze and makes an ugly face just for no sneeze to come out
♦  someone cracking their neck; she feels as if they will break their neck
♦  dieting; okay who likes dieting? Bitna is always on a diet so she has a very strong hatred towards it  


skills:
♦ Knows all the lyrics and dancecs to all the DBSK, Super Junior, and Bigbang songs that came out before 2008 (she performed them with her sister for their mother before becoming a trainee)
♦ Can say the alphabet backwards (she's very proud of this)
♦ Can fall asleep anywhere
♦  Is able to locate exactly where a person's belly button is through clothing (it's harder than it sounds)

 
 아무도 멈출 수 없어 
 stage name: Bitna
 plotline: insomnia
 backup: paralysis

 vocal twin: Kim Bohyung (ex-Spica)
 dance twin: Yooa (Oh My Girl)
 rap twin: n/a
 personality/variety twin: Jisoo (blackpink)


trainee years: 10 years (2 yrs at JYP, 5 years at SM, 3 years at Jellyfish)

trainee life:
Once she joined JYP, Bitna was immdiately put on a strict diet. Only one meal a day. It was effective as Bitna soon lost weight, becoming the pretty girl that the scouts had hoped for. Bitna had transformed into a completely different person while at JYP. Bona wasn't there to be Bitna's voice, so Bitna had to find her own voice. Turns out, Bitna can be quite talktative and often got in trouble by the training instructors for talking too much. 2 years had passed and Bitna had gotten close to many of the trainees, especially Son Hyunwoo, now known as Monsta X's Shownu. But in 2010, he had left JYP. Without him there, Bitna felt homesick. Hyunwoo was her older brother, now that she was without him, she really missed her older sister and mother. So she made the decision to leave JYP and go back home. Myabe she was too young for the trainee life. Three months had passed but Bitna missed singing. And so she began auditioning, eventually passing the auditions for SM and moving back to Seoul.

It was SM where she met Juhyun, the gorgeous girl who Bitna also shared a dorm with. Juhyun, 19 at the time, often took care of 13 year old Bitna like a mother. Juhyun had noticed Bitna's personality, how she would get taken advatntage of because of her selflessness and how she was so insecure. Juhyun felt a need to protect the young girl. They became very close, almost inseparable and faced the rough trainee life together.  It was 2014 when both Bitna and Juhyun were being considered for the lineup of Red Velvet. Bitna's singing skills had improved significantly since she started training and she was a good dancer. But ultimately she was cut from the group while Juhyun was accepted. Bitna was crushed, especially seeing the girls who she had gotten close with debut without her. Bitna began feeling extremely self-consious with herself, trying to figure out why she wasn't able to debut. Everytime she looked in the mirror, all she saw was disappointment. This mentality eventually led Bitna to become anorexic. She thought she wasn't able to debut because she still wasn't skinny enough and she was afriad to be the same overweight girl she was before. A year later, SM had decided to add another girl to Red Velvet. Bitna was one of the girls they had chosen who might debut with Red Velvet, but yet again she was cut from the lineup, losing to Kim Yerim, or the now Red Velvet's Yeri. Bitna had no hope left and decided to leave SM, feeling as if she had no future there.

She went back to Sokcho, where she was finally able to get to a healthy weight again. The trainee life was toxic, but still Bitna wanted to become an idol. Her mother was still struggling with money and Bitna truly did enjoy singing and dancing. After spending months at home, Bitna became restless. She auditioned for the first company that was holding auditions, Jellyfish ent. And so, the tiring trainee life started all over again. Althought she was starting fresh, she was a little depressed. She had started from square one again and felt like a total beginner to training even though she had trained 7 years prior. It was a 3 tiring years until she finally had another opportunity to debut in Jellyfish's new group, Twilight.

predebut:
♦ Appeared in Vixx's "Chained Up"

 
 날 뒤쫓는 네 모습 가까워져 오는데... 
 name: Lee Minhyuk (Monsta X)
 backup: Lee Hoseok (Wonho)
 age: 24

personality:
♦ ENFJ // The Protagonist
♦ Gryffindor
♦ Scorpio


 minhyuk is the literal sun, having a very outgoing personality with a smile always on his face.  he is a happy person and strives to make those around him happy too. minhyuk is all about affection and isnt afraid to show it. he has a cheerful personality and a natural joker, always cheering those around him up and making people smile with his jokes. people are instantly drawn to him. he knows how to entertain people and is the 'mood maker' of monsta x. despite his outgoing personality, he doesn't really open up to people easily as if he has two sides to him, one he shows to people and the one he keeps private.  it appears as if he's an open book because of his loudness, but he is quite reserved probably due to the fact that he actually has low self esteem. he doesnt like to show his sensitive side or his insecurities. one of his biggest weaknesses is when he compares himself to others and he gets stressed from this. he has developed a habit of asking others for feedback on him and constantly wants to improve himself.


love story:
they met with through hyunwoo in 2011. Bitna would visit Hyunwoo at the starship building often, bringing Hyunwoo food to make sure he ate well and was training well. during these visits, Bitna had met Minhyuk who was friends with Hyunwoo. they have similar personalities so through the times they met when Bitna visited, they quickly got close. Bitna soon brought food for both Hyunwoo and Minhyuk and sometimes would eat out together after the boys finished their training.  Hyunwoo and Minhyuk would also visit Bitna at SM and Jellyfish, which the trio had earned the nickname "the three muskateers" from the other trainees.

honestly, from the moment she met him, Bitna had always been captivated by minhyuk. his personality was irresistable, she was instantly drawn to him. she liked how easy it was to get along with him and how she always had a smile on her face when he was around.  but she can't fall for him. she had to focus on training. and she was afraid of commitment. she didnt want her heart broken. she didnt want to not be by his side. so she tried her best to push her feelings for minhyuk away. staying friends was the best option.

At first she seemed like a little sister to Minhyuk. But she grew up and before he knew it Minhyuk couldnt take his eyes off of Bitna. she was gorgeous, he had developed a crush on her. he wanted that pretty smile to never leave her face. he wanted to always be there for her. minhyuk had never been afraid to show his affection, but he also had training to focus on. he had been in 3 other companies prior to starship. starship could be his only chance left to debut. he tried to fight his crush on Bitna, but you cant control how you feel. despite trying to hide his feelings, minhyuk would find catch himself staring at Bitnafor a minute too long. maybe if they weren't trainees, if their career and future didnt depend on training, maybe then could they be regular teenagers and be together.

whenever they are in the same room, Bitna and minhyuk are always together. they never stop talking to each other. the way minhyuk's eyes follow Bitna like an overprotective boyfriend watching over their girlfriend and how he's more gentle towards Bitna. and the way Bitnas eyes light up when she talks to him or smiles at even the slightest mention of him. it's obvious to anyone that they have feelings for each other.


trivia:

♦ Bitna will always choose donghae over minhyuk, getting minhyuk very jealous.
♦ skin ship is very natural to them and they show it very often
♦Bitna wants couple items but Bitna is totally against the idea
♦ Bitna calls minhyuk 'minnie' or 'hyukkie' if she's feeling really happy
♦a nickname Bitna calls minhyuk is 'quokka' because they're the happiest animals in the world
♦Bitna loves minhyuk's scent and is often seen smelling his shoulder
♦minhyuk has noticed that everytime Bitna visits his dorm, and piece of clothing always goes missing and somehow ends up in Bitna's closet
♦minhyuk always changes Bitna's phone wallpaper from donghae to himself but Bitna always changes it back
♦Bitna loves playing with minhyuk's hair

current relationship:
♦ Best Friends, Crushing
It's complicated.  It's like a tragic love story.  Two best friends who are oblivious of the other's feelings.  Theyre afraid of their own feelings and afraid of ruining their friendship
 다른 꿈에 몰래 숨어들 거야 
comments: YESSS DREAMCATCHER! They're so underrated and deserve more! Sorry for the dramatic sob story in the background, I think something similar happened in a book I read where the dad dies from cancer so that's how it ended up in my app. Also sorry for the cliche love story with Minhyuk, I have no clue what I was typing (I also watched 'Love Rosie' which kinda inspired the love story) Good Luck with the story!

scene req
- a reality show that shows all the different personalities of Twilight
- variety show with Twilight
-Twilight on Weekly Idol, RunningMan, and A Hyung I Know
​​​​​​​-Vixx and Twilight interactions
Bitna
Marissa . kahi768. 8/10.

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