i HATE feelings

i think many people already know this. literally these kinds of memes pop up everywhere and i've seen this so many times, but despite that, my stupid heart just had to go like someone again.

yep.

I ING HATE FEELINGS. THIS IS WHY I NEVER WANT A RELATIONSHIP IN MY LIFE. SO FREAKING MESSING.

basically, what happened is that I freaking thought i didn't like someone, but now that i spent more time with him, i realized i DO. what a fricking cliche. ugh

seriously, my stupid heart. why? 

and the bad thing is that this literally happened three years ago. THE EXACT FREAKING THING HAPPENED. A REPEAT. AND I STILL LEt MYSELF FALL FOR IT. I'M SO ING STUPID. I HATE MYSELF.

ugh, i don't like feelings. i don't like feelings. I DON'T LIKE FEELINGS.

can i just have a friends with benefit relationship? please?

i hate feelings. 

fml.

i'm so done.

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revelarmyl #1
heyyy there ,, CAN I JUST SAY THAT SOMEHOW SOMEWAY I FEEL THE SAME AS YOU RN ??? LIKE IM FACING THE SAME SITUATION TOO ,, IM STARTING DEVELOPING FEELINGS I NEVER EVEN WANT TO HAVE FROM THE START ... AND IT'S SO SMN FRUSTRATING .. I HATE FEELINGS , IT CAN AFFECT ALMOST EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE , LIKE IT COULD INSTANTLY JUST CHANGE MY MOOD AND IT'S SCARY oOF :(( we never asked for these feelings to come ... Sometimes i wish we can block feelings or something :((( bcos honestly i know the feelings will only ruin me , making me all emotionally unstable and all .. And yes it's not good for my heart ajjxjsnsn ... Anyways all i can do is jusy pray that people like us would gradually get over these "feelings" soon ...
rainbowreader
#2
I think you don't hate feelings, you are just afraid of love, you are afraid of being hurt. Don't be scared, feelings change as time flows. İf you don't want relationship you can have hobbies, hang out with your friends etc. Life is not only about love.
Charlot1081
#3
Controlling your feelings is a hard thing for everyone to do. Don't worry about your feelings and look to the bright sides of it. That person, do they like you too? :)